Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 45 - Last Chance

Perrie asked, I looked to see that she had on one of her tour outfits. The classy black jet pants and white laced top.

"It's for Roxy."

I said with a smile as I sat down and picked at the grass around the blanket,

"Oh well that's nice of you."

She said with her permanent smile that never seemed to go away.

"Yeah."

I agreed as she bit her lip,

"What's up with you?"

I stated since Perrie is usually chatty with me. I mean, we are best friends after all.

"What do you mean?"

She said innocently but I know her too well,

"Well you seem upset, so tell me, what's up?"

I said again as she sat down with me,

"Nothing's wrong, I usually get this way before a concert. There's going to be more people than before that we have to perform for and I don't know if I'm ready for it."

I could tell she was lying, Perrie usually loves to perform and is really excited before a show. Not gloomy and pretending to be happy.

"I get it, I feel that way all of the time."

I tried to play along because when she's ready, she will tell me what's going on.

"So what's up with you and Roxy?"

She asked catching me off guard,

"Well, we are finally back together."

I said as she looked away from me,

"Well, that's.."

She said with a pause as she shook her head and smiled at me.

"That's great. I'm so happy for you."

I don't understand what is going on with Perrie but she's not telling me the truth about anything tonight. She seems to be upset that we are back together.

"I'm happy too."

I replied as she looked at her phone.

"I'm just not happy that you are upset about it."

I admitted as she looked up from her phone,

"Who said I was upset about it?"

She asked me surprised,

"Your non-verbals. Somethings going on and you're not telling me-"

She cut me off as she put her phone away,

"Look I've got to go but I will see you around-"

As she tried to get up, she fell and I quickly got up and caught her. She was now staring in to my eyes, with such panic but such intensity at the same time. Her eyes sparkled and that's what I've always loved about them.

"What is going on here?"

I let go of her as I saw Zayn walk up to us,

"Zaynie I just came to talk to Louis, when I got up, I tripped on the picnic blanket."

We looked to see that half of the blanket was covering my picnic basket.

"Thanks for having her back Louis."

He said as she went towards him and put her arms around his waist,

"No problem there. I know how much the media would bag on you if you hurt your face Pezza."

I said joking but no one laughed, Zayn looked at Perrie,

"Babe I have to talk to Louis quickly but I will see you in the bus, okay?"

She nodded as he leaned in to kiss her red lips. A little burning feeling rose in my stomach.

"Fuck"

I blurted out before I realized I didn't say that in my head,

"I forgot to bring pack pickles. She loves those."

I said as Perrie smiled at me and pulled away from Zayn as she walked away, leaving the both of us alone.

"So what's up Zayn-"

He got up closer to me,

"I don't know what you're intentions are with Roxy but just know this; you are even lucky to have this chance with her so don't fuck it up."

He said with a dead look,

"Look it's nice that you are concerned about her but I know what I have done and I'm not going to guarantee that I won't hurt her because sometimes it happens and it gets out of my hands. Sometimes you unintentionally hurt someone and you don't even know it. I am glad that I won't try to intentionally hurt her, I love her Zayn. You don't have to worry about me fucking up again, this is my last chance that I have to love and treat her the way that I want to. In the proper way I was supposed to."

I said as he stood back,

"Damn bro, standing ovation!"

He bowed down in front of me,

I laughed as we both started walking back towards the bus

Okay lame filler chapter but I had to... So I finally wrote another chapter while being in my fourth semester at college. It's going okay but there is a lot of papers to write and notes to study -.- I hate college XD

Anyways thanks for reading, stay strong lovelies xx.