Today,
As I arise in the night sky,
I feel past wounds breaking loose, as the river flows when rocks are moved...
it feels as if spears are cutting the strings of the once upon a time broken....
my shell is surrounded with nostalgia that I need not remember...
My aura changing to low rays of light...
Hermit mode indeed!
As I sit on the cold night sky,
I see the stars striving to shine brighter for me,
Pregnant clouds sway the night sky,
The night sky suddenly looses it's lively touch,
The stars soon flee and all is dark!
The clouds pour bitter raindrops.
The clouds said to me, "Your candle is too short, to have a low glow on your aura."
Perhaps, my broken strings will find its way together...
Just then, my thoughts divert to him,
Perhaps, he is happy.
For he shines brightly than I am,
My love for him glows inside me,
Where are all the dreams we once had?
Fate engraved it on our books that we shall not be...
Oh! How painful... could be for the best or is it just a test that we must take before we rest?
Oh! My love!
Bitter is the fate we share,
An unending love,
But can never be...
Today, my dear Sun, my past wounds open for i remember the nights of passion we shared before our fall....
In my heart shall your name be engraved on...
My light shall shine brightly on the full moon, so that the wolves can come and share a night of passion....
Now, that my time has come to go, see you again someday.
Perhaps, Zeus can grant us the eternal happiness...
Perhaps, that is my utopian dream.... for you now share your light with the planets...
I now realize that, there is no point of shining for you,
for you now belong to the planets,
With them, you share an eternal bond...
Should I have to walk away?
I guess so!
Walk away as fast as the river flows and never look back,
To forget the unforgettable!
But why should I lie?
For my love is eternal!
No other can i share my light with except....
But is it too late to declare and decree?
Must I just walk away?
Em' wolves stare at me and sing all night long....
Perhaps, I shall be my own hero, my sun, my beloved...
Today, I say to you, my once upon a time....
Today, my past wounds open, today my past wounds open.
It is written my sun,
That you and I shall not be,
But the planets are to be your soul mate...
Perhaps, its for the best.
I prefer to exist not... if we must not be,
What's the point?
For my heart lies in ruins,
Your rays burn me,
But i still love you...
You are my desiderata...
Today, i say to you... my dear sun...
Shine brightly...
My past wounds have been leashed out... they are open.... my footprints now lay in the starry night.... for my past wounds have been.....
-Magdalene Vaz.
