Chapter 44 - Jealous

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Before I could say anything, he beat me to it,

"You're making a mistake. You know that, right?"

He told me and I wanted to fight against it but something in my gut was holding me back from doing it,

"I guess you are right but I have to find out on my own right?"

I questioned as he nodded,

"I really don't want you with him Rox. Please just tell him it's done for good. He is going to hurt you and play you. You know it yourself."

I sighed because I am tired of people telling me what is right and wrong for me.

"Whatever Zayn."

I said as I walked away from him,

-Michaels POV-

I walked into the studio as I started to play around with the song I was working on,

"Hey Michael."

Wayde said as he started putting out papers,

"Hi Wayde."

I said as he sat down at the sound booth,

"I need your vocals for one of the songs. You're album is almost finished but we need you're vocals."

I nodded as I went into the sound booth,

"Okay so we are going to start with what I like about you."

I nodded, great, just the song I need right now.

"And when you're ready."

He said as I have him a thumbs up,

"What I like about you, you really know how to dance. When you go up down jump around thinking about true romance. Yeah."

I stopped because I couldn't sing this. There's no one in my heart other than Roxy to be singing any song that's about a girl!

"Okay and for the next one I wanted to mix it up. Can you try the lyrics on the panel in front of you?"

I looked at them and put my headphones into place,

"Torn in two, and I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you. Wherever you are. You. Wherever you are, every night I almost call you, just to say it always will be you. Wherever you are."

I took off my headphones,

"You need to redo it because it didn't sound sincere."

I sighed and went again,

"Nope one more time! I need a vibe where it sounds like you miss the girl not that you are bored with her."

I am far from bored with Roxy, I just need to learn how to stop these feelings and I know singing isn't going to help me right now.

"Can I do it later? I'm not in the mood right now."

I confessed as Wayde nodded,

"Yeah sure take your time but be back here at 3:00."

I nodded as I went out of the sound booth and tried to finish writing my song.

-Perrie's POV-

So I went to go see Louis this morning to make sure him and Roxy were doing good. For some reason, I really didn't want him to go back to her... It just made me feel sick. It's probably because she's my bestie and I don't want her to get hurt.

"Pezza!"

I heard someone scream as I was engulfed in a hug, I turned around to see Roxy with a huge smile on her face.

"Hey Roxy!"

We both hugged again as I saw Louis come up from behind us and grab Roxy off of me as he hugged her from behind,

"Hey Louis that was my hug you stole!"

I screeched as I felt really hurt and wanted to cry at the sight of the both of them.

"Sorry Pezz, I only got my girl for a short period of time."

When he said "my girl" I just wanted to hit him,

Roxy shrugged him off as she came back and hugged me, but I didn't want her to touch me. I feel betrayed in a way.

"Anyways Rox do you want to come watch our show tonight? I bet the girls would love to see you!!"

I cheered as we both jumped up and down,

"Yeah for sure-"

Louis interrupted,

"I've already got us reservations for chez la fancay tonight."

Here we go again! Why is he being so possessive of her???

"Louis, I love you but I'm here to see everybody too so you can come with me to see the girls perform or go to chez la fancay yourself."

Louis sighed,

"Fine I'll come watch the girls. But.."

He got closer to her and whispered to her,

"I want you all to myself tonight, I got us a hotel room for just the two of us."

He winked at her but didn't know that I can clearly hear him,

I cleared my throat as Louis looked at me and gave me a "wtf bro?" Face.

"Okay see you tonight Roxanne."

I said with a hint of jealousy in my voice as I walked away from them, what is their problem I mean come on! They haven't even been back together for a full day and he's already so possessive of her! Like why couldn't he be that way with me... Pezza why are you saying this! Snap out of it, you are engaged to the most incredible man in the world!

I reminded myself as I went back to the tour bus and saw Zayn talking on the phone,

"Oh I gotta go, I love you too bye."

He said as he hung up and I curled up next to him,

"Who was that boo?"

I asked him as he put his arm around me and kissed my forehead,

"It was my mum, I was just checking up on her."

I nodded my head as I lifted my chin to look into his eyes. I felt a dark emotion hit me when I looked into them. It was like he was hiding something from me and a spark just died in my heart.

"Zayn, is everything okay?"

I asked him concerned, he grinned at me as he went closer to my lips and gave them a quick peck.

"I'm amazayn."

I giggled at his egocentrism,

"I'm perriefect!"

I said in my most annoying cowgirl accent as he laughed and pulled me closer to him,

"I love you, you know that?"

He said catching me off-guard. As I look into his eyes, I feel like he was just saying that without even meaning them. It hurt me to know that something inside me died for him. Like, I love Zayn, but I don't think I want to be with him forever. All I have is Louis in the back of my mind-

"Are you alright Pezz?"

He snapped me out of my thoughts,

I decided to act quick as I grabbed him by his shirt and kissed him. I wanted to make it hard and rough as I sat on top of him and placed my hand on the back of his head. I knew something was gonna happen right here in the tour bus booth. I just hoped that no one is going to walk in on us.

"You are such a dirty girl."

Zayn whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine.

Soooooooooooooo everybody happy that Perrie has fallen for Louis? What about Loxy getting bak together (recap your thoughts) anyways, let me know who you ship. Loxy, Lourrie (Perrie and Louis), Zerrie or even Poxy? Stay strong lovelies xx.

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