Jaylyn's Pov
I was hurt, tired, and lonely, the same as always. It was another day where my mother came home drunk and half naked. I was sitting in my room in some worn down sweatpants, and a wife beater with holes in it, staring out the window thinking about my life. I was a lesbian stud, who hadn't properly came out, and a mother that doesn't give 2 fucks about her. She favored my sister because she was just like her, a hoe, but i loved her. I own 2 pairs of shoes which were some dirty tore up black vans, and a pair of black air forces which I stole out my mom's room, so I guess they arent even considered mines. I hate my life, ive been through so much. My mom doesn't like me because when I was 10 her "man" raped me.
Flashback
Doo-doo-bop, linda my bratz doll just stepped on Jamie the barbies new pink heels.
Jamie: these are new!
Linda: im s-sorry Jamie.
I say in my little 13 year old voice to my friend Kay who was staying over my house. I know we're to old to be playing dolls but, who cares?
Kay: I don't feel like playing dolls anymore
Jaylyn: yea me neither
Kay: wanna play 21 questions?
Jaylyn: Yea!
Kay: ok I'll go first, hmmm... have you ever liked a girl
I grew nervous at the thought of me answering the question and having her response be something I couldnt take, I swallowed all my fears and nervousness down in one gulp and answered truthfully.
Jaylyn: actually, I have.
I said biting my lip. I had actually started being attracted to Kay, she so beautiful, the way her eyes start to twinkle when she's excited and her eyebrows raise in the perfect arch when she knows when I'm lying, she's just so perfect.
Kay: that's cool. I like you Jaylyn, will you be my girlfriend?
Jaylyn: of course! But quick question.
Kay: what's up?
Jaylyn: Can you be my first kiss?
Kay: duuuhhh!
We both leaned in and when our lips touched I felt something in my stomach flutter, and my lips start to tingle. Our lips started to part and our tongues started touching. Before we could continue, the room door busted open
"What the fuck are yall doing!?" his voice boomed.
"Are yall FAGS now?"
That word made my heart stop, and my body cringe. He started to walk towards us and I began to panic, as I looked over to my side Kay had the same panicked look, I turned back around and my father wasn't there. I looked around and my eyes stopped when I seen him in the corner, touching his man parts. Me and Kay screamed at the same time, he started walking very slowly towards us. He stopped right in between us, a evil smirk plastered his face. Before I could ask what he was smiling, I saw him shove his "corn dog" in Kays mouth, she cried out, while choking on his thingy. He looked over at me and yet another smirk tugged at his lips,
