bellamy & clarke

Chapter 13.

Later that day octavia and lincoln went to the movies, and clarke and bellamy went to their houses.
Abby saw clarke sitting in the couch all by herself and decided to join.

"Hey baby" abby said

"Hey mom" clarke said

"So how was your day?" abby asked

"It was, was fine" clarke said

"Is something bothering you clarke?" abby asked again

"..no, why would you ask" clarle replied

"I don't know... You seem distracted, that's all" abby said

"Well because i am" clarke said

"Can i know why" abby asked

"Gina, the girl who had a crush on bellamy a long time ago is back in town and bell and i saw her at the mall" clarke said "they're going on a date mom"

"And what's the problem?" abby asked

"I just don't want her to be with him, i don't want her to go on a date with him and as
awful as this is going to sound, i don't want her to..to make him happy" clarke said struggling "am i wrong for feeling that way?" clarke asked

"Off course not baby. i see what's going on" abby said "you're falling for him"

" it's not like that mom, we're too friends" clarke said "it's just i-i don't know, somethings wrong"

"Take the time to figure out what it is then" abby said

"I will" clarke said "it's late, i'm going to bed. See you tomorrow mom"

"Bye darling, have a great night sleep"

At the blakes house

"I'm home" octavia said entering the house

"Hey kiddo" marcus said

"Hey dad" octavia hugged him "is bell out?"

"No, he's in the kitchen i believe" marcus said

"Thanks" octavia said going to the kitchen

"Hello hello sister" bellamy said

"You're drinking" octavia simply said "what happend?..., you only drink at home when something bad happend"

"Chill, nothing bad happend" bellamy said

"well you're drunk, aren't you" octavia said

"Sadly, not yet" he said

"Fine whatever. So..., i've heard your're going on a date with gina martinez" octavia said

"Who told you that?" bellamy asked

"Clarke, why?" octavia asked

"I'm not going on a date with her" bellamy said

"What, why not?! Didn't she give you her number" octavia said

"She did, but i'm not calling her" bellamy said

"What the fuck bellamy!, why?" octavia asked

"Because it wouldn't be fair if i go on a date with her" bellamy said

"Explain yourself please" octavia said

"Because i would only use her to forget about, you know who. And to be honest, I can't fucking stop thinking about her octavia" bellamy said

"Now it makes sense!" octavia said "when are you telling her then?"

"Not soon" bellamy simply said

"You know you can't drink your feelings away right" octavia said

"We'll see about that" he said again

"Do whatever you want, but sooner or later you will have to tell her. or i will" octavia said

"Excuse me??" bellamy said

"Yeah, i'm done watching you suffer because you're too damn proud to tell the girl that you've fallen in love with her" octavia said

"Oh You wouldn't" bellamy said

"We'll see about that" octavia said

"For gods sake! when do you want me to tell her" bellamy asked

"Next week" octavia said

"You need to be fucking with me right now. You know i can't octavia" bellamy said

"Oh no, you can but you don't want to. There's a difference" octavia said

"Whatever, i'm not telling her and neither are you" bellamy said

"We'll see about that big bro" octavia said smiling and then left

Fucking octavia, bellamy thought. She cannot tell clarke, he wouldn't know how shes gonna react. Their friendship could be lost forever. But on the other hand, he can't stop thinking about clarke, about the kiss, about how perfectly their lips combined. He's in love with her and there is no going back on that.