grester one shots;

screw it

Prompt: after climbing out of love was posted

"I don't know if you'll let go and fall with me"

Chester POV

What the hell was I thinking?

Climbing out of love was already on the Internet for a few hours and there is no going back now. I've dug myself way more deeper in this hole which I was trying so hard to climb out of.

These lyrics didn't mean nothing. They meant everything. I want to know.I want to know so bad. The same questions always run through my mind that it's honestly getting tiring.

Is she in love with me? Does she want a relationship? Does she see me as a brother yet nothing more?

Grace Helbig. Never. Leaves. My. Mind

Me and Grace are friends. Hell we are best friends. I don't want that to change. But I do. I don't know if she feels the way I do. A couple of head resting on shoulders. Sometimes no space in between. One or two hand holding.

It's something that I just wanna know. Something my ears just wish to here just the three simple words spoken from her mouth can mean everything and change everything.

Does she even know I love her?

No one really knows about this feeling inside of me. Josh knows and Mamrie does too. That's all I think, hopefully.

Mamrie can read anyone. So it wasn't hard for her to realise my crush on her best friend. She confronted me about it and I was terrified of it was obvious but then Mamrie reassured me and said not really. She was surprisingly the one who told me to upload this. To get it off my chest a bit

I sat and pour myself a glass of water to calm my nerves and leaned on the kitchen counter to relax my body a bit.
Cause my heart was pounding and I didn't bother to check any of the comments.

This can go in many different direction. She could have thought it was nothing and just random lyrics. She could have tried to help me with this "random girl" and be my wing girl which will destroy me internally. She could have figure it out.

Oh god

Now that his lead to more direction which is making me regret everything about it but then I decide to rub it off. I needed a video and it's not even on my main channel do I should just relax. Maybe she wouldn't even see it

I've thought lot about this. I ask Mamrie and Josh constantly. I trusted their opinion cause they both said it would get a few things off my chest. I was confused

Do I want her to see it?

In perfect timing my phone started ringing which could distract me from my thoughts. I look at the caller id and saw Mamrie name pop up, there goes trying to distract myself. I picked it up and put the phone next to my ear.

"Hey Mames what's up?". I said leaning against the kitchen counter hoping for nothing related to Grace

"Look See don't get too comfortable cause she is coming over". He said and I swear my heart stopped beating and the color was slowly draining to from my face and I could literally faint right there in the moment