Mad About You (ONE DIRECTION FAN FICTION)

Chapter 25

Harry’s POV:

I park my car in the hospital car park. There isn’t any back entrances, so I’m left with my only option of going through the front. I make my way to the entrance of the Hospital. There are now hundreds of people and media, waiting outside the entrance. The security are trying to hold everyone back. I haven’t been noticed yet, so I pull my hood over my head, and drop my chip to my neck, hoping to go unnoticed. I am only meters away.

"Well here it goes!" I say to myself.

"Its Harry!" someone from the crowd shouts. I sigh, picking my pace. it turns into a frenzy. cameras flashing, people shouting things, I’m being grabbed, pinched punched and pulled.

"Harry styles can we get a comment"

"Where did Charlie go?"

"Has she been released from hospital?"

 "Who is the girl she was spotted leaving with?"

"What does Caroline have to say about this?"

"Are you and Caroline flack an item?"

"How have your fans taken the news that you have a girlfriend"

 "Where did Charlie go?"

They were shouting at me. What did they mean by where did Charlie go? I thought to myself, they must have her mixed up with someone else.

I push through the crowd, and the security lets me in. that was ridicules. I make my way across the lobby and into the elevator. I click a random floor number in case anybody is watching me.

I hop out and take the stairs to the floor Charlie is staying on. I’ve only been gone a little over an hour, maybe she's has woken up.  I power walk down to Charlie room, excited to see her. I swing the door open. Charlie wasn’t in her bed! The young nurse was in the room, with Dr, Sheppard and a security guard. They all looked serious, and stressed, in deep discussion. When I walked in they all turned their heads to face me at once, but their faces soon dropped when they saw me.

"ohh harry your here!" the young nurse says making her way to me, I notice her quickly inhale and exhale.

"Harry, we have been trying to call you!" she said looking all flustered.

 "Where’s Charlie?" I question puzzled.

"She’s gone!" she exclaims, playing with her fingers nervously.

"errr what the fuck do you mean by gone? dead gone?" I shouted.

I could feel by blood boiling, my heart smashing against my rib cage, I feel like it’s going to fly out of my mouth and onto the floor along with the banana I just ate.

"We don’t know she was last spotted outside, hoping into a corolla. The press have photos, but nobody has been able to identify the person she was with!"

"And harry you might want to read this note it’s from her!" she looked at me with sympathy as sheunfold the little note. it was written on a scrap of paper, it was all smudged I could barely make out the words.

I held my breath, anxious to read what she has said, my knees were buckling my hand shaking making it hard to focus on the words.

It read:

'Dear Harry, DO NOT come looking for me, by the time you read this I will be long gone, but all you need to know is I am safe and well. Harry the last 4 months have definitely been a roller coaster, and emotionally overwhelming. However I will always remember the first time we met, the first time our lips touched, you wrapped your arms around me and I wanted to stay in that moment forever. The picture of your beautiful smile is still vivid in my thoughts. And the way you looked at me with those beautiful Emerald eyes, would send shudders down my spine and make me weak at the knees. I will never forget how each and every day you would make me fall in love with you over and over again.  There are so many amazing memories of you and I that will stay with me forever. But the fact still remains that the memories are not enough to bind us together for the rest of our lives. And it saddens me to say that we cannot be together. We are better off apart. You have your whole life ahead of you, a promising career and millions of girls that would do anything to be with you. Enjoy it. I need my space and I need my time and so do you. ('NO I Don’t, I don't need time or space, I need you Charlie ' - I could feel my heart being ripped out of my chest, my eyes were teary, blurring my vision, I wipe away the tears, and continue)  Maybe one day we can be together, maybe not. But I guess we can just let fate decide. Goodbye Harry. Loving you always - C xx