Losing Myself

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From: Taylorrr
My house- Midnight;)
See you there!

I smiled as I looked at my phone screen.
Taylor and I have been sneaking around for 1 month, and I am loving this! It's not like it's anything more than just for fun!
Stephen hasn't even suspected!

I jump in the shower after work and wash up. I clean up then I get out and put on my lacy underwear with my pink bra.

Soon, after getting dressed, I head to Taylor's house. Taylor doesn't even know I'm pregnant, but I am planning on telling him tonight.
I pull up at the apartment and make my way Inside, not bothering to knock...

As soon as I step inside Taylor is all over me. Taylor! Taylor! Stop, I need to tell you something first.
What is it baby, I don't think I can wait much longer.

Taylor, I'm pregnant!



"I'm not ready to be a dad yet!" He exclaimed in a panic.
"Taylor, it's not yours! I've been pregnant for a month and a half!"

There was a long pause.




"And you didn't even bother to tell me?" What the heck Darcy? That makes what we are doing ten times worse! How could you not even think it would matter to inform me of this! My best friends girlfriend is pregnant with his child and I'm having sex with her!"

"Taylor I'm sorry!"

"At least it's not mine!"
"Bye Darcy!!"he shouted as he shoved me out the door. I didn't even see why he was so mad.
It was practically his idea to go snaking around. And it had only happened a few times!

I walked down the steps down from his door, feeling terrible.
Am I getting too old for this?
Sneaking around?

I mean, I'm 21?


I swear, I don't even know who I am anymore... I have almost lost everything in life close to me. I almost lost my dad, I lost my first love chad, and I'm losing myself.

Losing myself.

So this is how it feels

To have no idea how to define yourself.

A slut?






Yeah, pretty much.





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