Its okay, not to be okay

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AN: Oh my god I have had a bad week so far and it just start yesterday. Well I found out I'm on the failing list in math, which sucks because I barely get to go on my field trip the only reason I get to go is because I'm on probation. Then my friends found out that I relapsed last Friday and one of my friends wants me to explain myself to her but I can't put it in words how much I hate myself, that I feel like I deserve this, but my other friend understand because she use to cut.
The final thing is there way to much drama and stupid people at my school I wish I could just lock myself up in my room. How the hell am I going to live through 4 more years of school. Please just kill me now and thanks for reading my rants....