Poems

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight's the night...
I finally take the step tonight!

But - No! I'm going to do it!
I'm going to go through with this...
I have to.

The last thing,
Driving me over the edge...

Was you.
I don't even know if you realized...

I was bullied,
Then came home... Hoping for a good change of environment

But what i got...
Was you,
Drunk, and Angered at the site of me,

Your own daughter!

You sleep around,
And if they're gone when you wake up,
Or if they leave you...

*PUNCH*
I'm the one to blame...

So, tonight...
When I hang the rope from the celling fan,

I'll think of you.
Of how happy you'll be
Of how wonderful everyone's life
-NO! The Whole world!- Will be without me here!

It's time!
*Smiles*
I'm standing on the chair...

Goodbye.

I'm shaking, and twitching violently,
Gasping for air.

But now...
I'm still
Deadly still...
You would be to if you were dead.

So as you walk in my room...
And fall to your knees
As i dangle, lifelessly.

I realize you wont be happy without me...

But then,
I realize I can't go back.

And I just took the permanent solution,
To a temporary problem!