My love for my thug

forgiveness

it was now 3 in the morning and justin woke me up because he was crying in the corner. I dont know why but i just held him in my arms and we were quite for a good 30mins until he spoke up. Ma im so sorry i never meant to hurt I love you so much it's just I was no hurry I didn't want to see with anyone else. I know I'm not the same person you fell in love with but I don't ever want to lose you no matter what the situation is you are the love of my life the mother of my children my future wife and no one could ever compare to you I know you may not believe me right now but I just want you to give me a chance to prove that I can be the man that you want me to be with this being said I don't want to lose you you have my heart. I broke down and I just said I take you back I don't want to leave you.
With that being said he picked me up bridal style and brought me to our room he lit vanilla Apple candles all over the room and he started to take off my clothes . First he ripped my shirt completely off, then he bit my Victoria secret lace things off and slowly made his was up to my neck placing love bites all over my neck which made me tingle , as he started to go down my toes started to curl my hands gripped the sheets and we was eating me out until I reached my climax , at this moment I was high off life and wanted him now more than anything. With that being said he pulled off his boxers and made it seem like it was my very first time again,
Could this be love or lust?