Bash

~14~

June:

I wish Michael would look over at me... I want to tell him goodbye. I want him to look at me and say I'll miss you too... I don't know how I will feel if I leave without getting a goodbye from him.

----Knocks on the door----

"Taxi services, I'm here for a Miss June?"

I guess it's time to leave everyone...

"I'm gonna miss you guys!"

Back to Mikey

She's finally leaving, maybe I should just be polite and say something to her. As everyone gave their final goodbyes, I came up to June. She gave me a terrified look, a look that I won't be able to forget. "June, I'll walk you outside.."

She smiled, and nodded her head. As she opened the door, I quickly grabbed her bag and brought it out to the taxi. It was pretty light for someone who is going to be gone for a while, maybe she won't be gone for as long as we thought she would.

She gave off a soft sigh as I put the bag in the trunk of the car. I looked at her with a worried look. "June are you sure you are ready for this?

With a small smile she nodded her head, "Yeah, I'm ready for this. I was born ready so to say."

"June, that saying has been said too many times."

"I know, but it's my catch phrase."

"Just promise me you'll be okay and you'll stop what you have done before."

"Michael, I promise you."

I smiled and opened my arms for a hug, she smiled and went for the embrace hug. Just as I was about to let her go for the final time in a while, she pressed her lips against my lips. Was this a kiss? Why was June kissing me, I felt something else on my face, it was wet, was June crying? When she pulled away, I saw the obvious tears with a sad look on her face, "I'm sorry Michael.."

She broke the embrace and got into the taxi, she kept her head down as the taxi started to pull away. I stood there speechless, staring off into the distance, I fell to my knees. "Goodbye June..."

Starting to see and feel the snow, I got up to see everyone in the doorway watching me. Nicole about to cry as Luke holds her, Ashton and Calum just have sad faces on.

-Back to the present-

"Hello? MICHAEL!"

I broke from a gaze and snapped my head up, looking at Luke, I saw how angry he was. It wasn't fair to him or the guys...

Calum looks over at Luke then at me kind of upset,"Come to think of it.. Yeah Luke does have a point.."

Ashton standing up from his spot looking concerned with how the conversation was going, "Oh don't you start on the poor boy too! What has he ever done to piss you off in a sense."

Calum raises his hand and points at me,"Oh like you don't remember what happened with us. Dumbass here wanted to make her a love song a month after she left, didn't come by you guys only for the reason of him being embarrassed after admitting it."

Luke and Calum looked at me with such anger and shame I couldn't bare it. I had to go outside and remember that this isn't a life that I wanted, I wanted a normal life but I was dragged into this life for them to have fun.

I sat outside on a stoop trying to remember things we did before we ever started a life like this, before she became a star and before we decided to make a band. "Hey.. You doing okay mate?"

Looking behind me was Ashton, with a small smile, I shook my head. "Not really.. I just kind of want June to come back right now or at least be here right now."

"Look, I understand that but, you rushed her into trying to have a normal life that wasn't meant to be in the end. You probably had the idea it wasn't going to last long right?"

I didn't want to admit that he was right but I nodded my head, looking down I sighed softly, "I honestly never want to be apart of this Ashton, I just wanted to be a nobody."

Ashton sat down next to me and smiles, "You do have a normal life right now. You don't have to worry about everything like June does."

Laughing soft I looked over at him, "You know, I don't know how you made it to your senior year."

"I don't know either, it's funny to think that everything will end soon and we go on to a completely new life."

Going on to a new life, that's what got me. What new life, a new life knowing I messed up with June forever? It's too late for anything to happen between us anyways, why was I stupid enough to think that I had a chance with her, in the end I should have never said anything to her about how sad she was, then maybe I wouldn't have made her life so hard.