Bash

~11~

CHAPTER 11: Day after Christmas.
June

I looked up to the bight white room bathed in a dim sunlight, it almost felt like a dream while waking up but it wasn't, it was more of a hellish nightmare i was waking too. I remember Michael shaking me at perkin's the night before and him running off somewhere. I didn't know why I didn't stay with Nicole all night....

I sat up thinking I was still on the couch but to my shock i was in Michael's bed.. Did I sleep walk to his bed or did he.. I got up from the bed immediately and opened the bedroom door to see Michael asleep where i was only hours ago sleeping. He must have carried me to the bed, the bed where he was supposed to be sleeping in.

I walked over to him as quiet as i could be, he really did seem so peaceful when asleep... I played with his bright green hair, I felt bad for making him sleep on the couch but that was his choice in the end.

When I pulled my hand away he let out a small groan with him opening his eyes, I jumped a bit in surprise and ran to the kitchen to hide in a way. I'm still slightly scared of him because of what happened yesterday.

When he sat up, he had a panic expression on his face. I guess he saw the bedroom open, he got up and went to the room soon after I heard a small sigh in the room, "Why June... I'm sorry.."

I walked out of the kitchen as he walked back to the couch, he was rubbing the back of his neck before looking up to see me there. "June..!"

"I'm sorry Michael..."

That's all i could say without bursting into tears. I'm sorry just rings in my head like a guilty mind repeats the problem that happened before. Michael looked down with the saddest look on his face..

"June, I should be the one to say sorry because well... I was a dumb ass to shake you like that... I just hate seeing you hurt yourself and it hurts me to know that you've done something to hurt yourself. "

"Mikey..." I looked up at him tears streaming down my cheeks, "I forgive you.. Don't be sorry anymore please,,"

Michael came up to me and hugged me tightly, I melted into his arms like as if you were playing with playdough. I just fit perfectly into his arms. "I promise, I won't do something like that again... And if I ever do you have every right to just leave me.."

"I'm gonna hold you to that now, you can't take back what you've said."

"I'm well aware of that my dear.."

He leaned down and gave my lips a soft kiss. I pulled away wanting to set some boundaries with him. Considering the fact that only three days ago I came home and haven't had contact with the man for so many years..

When he pulled away from the soft kiss, he gave me a weird look. "Am I a bad kisser?"

"No, no, no, nothing like that it's just.. Uhh, I need to set up some boundaries for us, you know I mean.. I did come home after what two years of traveling? Four? I've lost count of how many years.."

"Oh I understand where you're coming from, I can respect that, but do you think that maybe we can work our way back to the relationship we had when you came home?"

"I wouldn't want it any other way Mikey.."

I gave him the faintest smile in the world. and he smiled back like a big idiot hugging me more. Soon enough he let go of me and went to the kitchen to find his leftovers on the counter where I put them last night. "Hey thanks for bagging up my food June.."

"Hey we paid for it, so might as well eat it up. You can have my leftovers if you're still hungry."

"Thanks June."

I smiled and walked into the bathroom, time to get all cleaned up, i still smelt like bacon from perkins last night. I need to get rid of the smell. I went to my suite case to grab my shampoo and conditioner, I have so many from different countries. I think I'll use my Harry Styles shampoo and Niall Horan conditioner today, I was desperate at the time for hair products and needed something and found those. I couldn't stop laughing at why I bought those.

I walked back to the bathroom locking the door to have time to myself to think of what I'm going to do for the next six months. How do i tell him that I only have six months till I leave again, I don't know maybe the idea will come to me in the shower.

I turned the shower to burning hot before stripping down and brushing my hair out. I don't know why but it's just a habit I've always had when i was little and continued to have it now.

As soon as I thought the shower was ready, I hopped in. I just let the water beat down my back like a message. I haven't had a nice relaxing shower like this in a long time,it feels great to have time to myself.

It was about 15 minutes into the shower when i heard the door open up, wait didn't I lock the bathroom door before i showered? I know for a fact that I did."Mikey?" I shouted as I got no responce, I started to worry who was in the bathroom with me while I showered. I looked through the somewhat see through glass doors to the shower. I could see his bright green hair, and his phone lit up with his music blasting.

Shit,how the fuck do I get him out of here. I tried opening the door to grab my towel but he was right there.. I had no other choice but to scream and have him stair. "MICHAEL CLIFFORD!!"

His head snapped around and he closed his eyes with a huge blush on his face. When his eyes were closed i grabbed the towel then proceeded to turn the water off. "June.. I thought you were in the bedroom.. The door was closed an...an..and... I'm sorry.."

"The bathroom is your's now Mikey."

I got out of there as soon as i could blushing from ear to ear, I can't believe that he didn't stop when he felt the steam. Holy shit he is pretty dumb sometimes but you know what.. I can get use to the dumb little mistakes he makes.