Happiness Is Fleeting

Prologue:

 

I felt guilt when I shouldn't have. I thought with dismay," She'll be so dissapointed."  I sat down next to Sky on the pavement. She was blonde and short, shorter than I was, with eyes that made you scream with sexual frustration. She was the very definition of sexy.

"Hey, sexy." I greeted before sitting down next to her.

"Hey." She gave me a slanted smirk. "I have to tell you something about Ally."  Oh no. Is something wrong? Is she okay? "She wants to break up with you." I sighed before hopping to my feet. Time for strong, uncaring Eleanor to come in. 

My heels hit the ground with a force. I found Ally's booth. She was tall with light brown skin. Her hair was curly and short, and she was utterly stunning. But she was nothing more than something to kill now, a prey. I stopped in front of her. Even though I tried to keep it down, my anger bled through. " You want to end it? Fine! We're through." I turned on my heel. Although I like to think she tried to say something, I'm not sure if I did. All I know is her voice played in my head in a sick loop, over and over. To think, I felt guilty because I'd gotten high and drank!

As soon as I got back I said," It's over. I ended it." Skyla kissed me. I had always wanted to kiss her, to feel her lips on mine, but when we parted I felt empty and dead.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing, I'm fine." I lied. I felt the pills in my pocket. " I'll be back." I walked into the hallway and drank from the fountain. I popped the pill and joined her again. 

" Fuck Ally. I don't need her or want her," I thought. But I knew that it was a lie. I had fallen for her. There wasn't anything I could do to keep to pain from stabbing into my chest. 

She wasn't my Ally anymore.