I fell in love with a bad boy

Part 1

I turn around to see the devil. The one and only person who made my life a living hell. The one who made me cry in front of the whole school because he told my deepest secrets. The one who caused me so much pain and depression.

Austin Mahone just saying his name made me want to scream in horror. The guy was sitting right besides me looking at me in utter shock. Why is he shock I should be the one shock. So many things had came to my mind when I looked at him, how can one person make you feel so much just by looking at them. I had to look away just being this close was making me want to throw up.

I quickly looked away and stood up, I walked towards the door and walked into the hall way once I was out there I let out a breath. I felt like I was holding that in for so long and if I didn't get it out I would have passed out. I start to hyperventilate I was trying to tell myself to breath in and out but my breaths only start to get faster. Why? Why is this happening to me? My breathing soon goes back to normal I start to walk towards the bathroom so I can slash some watch on my face. Once I reach the bathroom I wash my face and dry it off with a napkin. I look at myself in the mirror.

A lot had changed before I moved back to Texas, when I was a freshman and sophomore I was fat that's what I mostly got picked on about they would say things like "oh look at the fat bitch, she can't even breath properly" or things like "watch were your going fat ass lose some weight" It hurt so bad going through those days. But once I had moved to New York I motivated myself to lose weight not because of what people were saying but to make my self happy because when I was fat I was never happy. My wardrobe had also changed I use to wear sweat pants with a sweat shirt. But know I wear more fashionable clothing.

I soon notice tears had came down my cheek, why was this so hard I just wanted to forget the pass and never relive those moments ever again. I wanted to live in the now to just live my life happy and not in pain or depression. I wiped my eyes and breathed again.

"We can do this you are strong you won't let them break you down stay strong" I said to myself. I took one more glance at the mirror and gave myself a little smile. I walked back down the hall toward Ms.Swans classroom.

Once I'm in the classroom I ask Ms.Swan if it was okay if I change seats, I can't sit by Austin for the rest of the year I would always have panic attack. She looks confused but doesn't question my request I take a seat all the way in the back of the room. The father I am away from everyone the better, soon the bell rings and everyone takes their seats I just play on my phone and play angry birds.

I know this year wasn't going to be hard for me I mean work wise because I always got A's and B's on test and quizzes. It's just making friends and going around school without being made fun of was the difficult part, but I just keep telling my self to stay strong this year and don't listen to all the bullshit everyone says.

Ms.Swan starts taking roll and I just sit back and listen I hear the devils name being call and everyone's eyes are all on him. Austin is very popular and always will be but he's kind of one of those popular bad boys, he makes fun of anyone and everyone not caring who they are. I remember when he was the small little boy who was always fun to be around and always made me laugh, what happen to him? What happen to that little boy? Oh that's right he grew up and popularity took over him.

"Ava grace" I hear the teacher call my name, everyone's eyes go all over the room I raise my hand indicating that that was me. Everyone's eyes shoot at me staring I try to keep my eyes on the teacher and only the teacher just looking at everyone's face make me nervous she nods her head and gives me a smile. She goes on to the next person name, people were still staring just feeling them stare at me was killing me. I do a quick glance and see the devil looking at me. I turn my head in seconds and look out the window why is he looking at me? "Taylor"

I hear the teacher say that name. That name brings anger to my body the girl I will never forget who also made my life a living hell. She was the queen of bitches she had no respect for any one who wasn't popular. I hated her so much both her and Austin made my life a living hell both of them made my life miserable before I left Austin and her were dating. I'm pretty sure they still were. Taylor had raised her hand and stood up to make a big entrance for her name being called. Uhhhh what a drama queen always wants the attention on her and when she doesn't get it she gets mad.

She bows and smiles and does one of those princess wave. She looks back at me and gives me a smirk. Oh no, it's already starting and on the first day too. But I'm not going to let her get to me, not this year. I'm strong.
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