Moments

Chapter 1.

 As I unpacked the last box I could not help but think that this whole move will be horrible and it will ruin me. But.... knowing who I am, I ignored that thought and looked on the better half of this. Like.....new school, new me, new friends or whatever that is good I hope. Realizing that I was getting way into my thoughts I put down the light tan box and grab my phone, unlocked it and went into my messages.

I noticed that I had a voice message from my boyfriend. I quickly clicked on it and put it near my ear. He whispered in his San diegan voice "Hey uh can you call me back please it's kinda important." A little worried I went to his contact and called. He picked up by the second ring. "Hey Vivian how are you? How is the smog?" He laughed a little after he said that. I smiled then said, " I'm good and the smog well...it's smog I don't know what else I can tell you. But why did you want me to call?" You could tell that his happy attitude was gone. "Alright well first I need you to promise that you will not be bad at Sam. She's your best friend since 1st grade okay?" I chuckled, " I could never be mad at her."

It was silent for maybe 15 seconds then he spoke again, " Well um we kinda hooked up two days ago I was drunk and I made a stupid mistake I am so so so sorry I didn't know what I was thinking. I still love you so much and I understand if you never want to talk to me or look or even have the thought of me." For the first time in my life I was speechless. The only time I wanted to be speechless on my wedding day with him, I mean I am with him and I'm speechless but this is not our wedding. "Dylan I don't know right now. I will call you later when I things figured out I guess." I then hung up.

So there I sat on my bed, tears forming. But I didn't know how I felt it was feelings of being hurt, lied to, loving someone so much, losing trust in someone it was just so many things. I wanted to call Sam to ask for help but that would be a stupid thing to do. Slowy I walked over to the bathroom so I could clean myself up before my family could see me being sad and dumb. The cold water really help refreshing my face and the type of person I usually am. Once I dried my face I couldn't help but look at myself in the mirror. I pulled my light brown hair that had caramel highlights into a ponytail. I was happy with what I looked like, tan skin, of course I was from California, dark brown eyes, little bit of freckles and I know that I was 5'5" but I was okay with that. Ugh but I can't believe Dylan two days ago we hung out and he told me he was going to his grandparents. I just couldn't believe him.

Walking down stairs I could hear my mom talking to my dad and my sister texting away. My mom was a psychologist, my dad was a Cardiologist the kind that works with the heart and my sister, Lily, well there isn't much I can say she's 14 about to turn 15 and well she spends her whole day either on her phone or on her computer watching netflix. Lily was sitting on the couch so I walked over to her and sat down. She glanced over to me and said, "You're not make-up. Why?" I ignored her and looked over to my mom who was in the kitchen right behind me, "Hey mom do you want me to go get pizza?" She looked all around her then she looked back at me then said, "Sure. I think there is a pizza place by the high school." I smiled, walked over to the front door grab my keys off the table that we put next to the door.

Right when I stepped outside party music and colored lights flooded my whole body. It was the type of party you see in movies about high school where there's drunk people, loud music, trash everywhere and no doubt they will have to clean up tomorrow in the morning before their parents come home. I tried to pretend that no one lived on the other side of the street and get inside my car which was a black camaro which I had to save up to pay half of it.

As I drove into the driveway I noticed a guy playing basketball by himself. From where I was all I could was the guy wearing black jeans and a white tank top. I then grab the box of pizza and closed the door of the car and walked inside. Not less than 2 seconds Lily stole the pizza box and took it to the kitchen. We all gathered around the island table in the kitchen and ate the cheese pizza. Every once in awhile I would think about what I should do with Dylan until I was alone in my room laying down. I can't go to bed mad, it's bad. I tried so hard to push it out of my thoughts but it seemed impossible until somehow I fell asleep.