I sat on the curb with tears rolling down my face. I had just buried my grandpa, who was the only family I had left. Well, I had my mom and pops but they sent me to live with my grandparents at twelve when they found me "humping" my girl best friend. After that, I kept in contact with them for a couple months. Then they decided to move and I haven't heard from them since. I guess I was a reminder of their old life.
We wasn't all that good growing up anyway, so I really wasn't to bothered by their disappearance. They both were recovered addicts, that were clean for about three years before they sent me with my grandparents. But I remember it all. Watching them stick needles in their arms, and sit in front of a broken T.V. watching the whole world go by. But couldn't do anything because they were too high.
When I was fifteen, my grandma passed away and my grandpa slipped into a real bad depression. From fifteen til now, the only time I saw him was with a bottle to his lips. He fell off bad. Because my grandmas insurance policy was so old, we didn't have enough money to bury her. We lost the house and went bankrupt. If it wasn't for my team P.S.(Park Street) Boys, I don't know how I would have made it. They put me on to a money train that I don't plan on getting off no time soon. It's just crazy because I never pictured my life like this, but I have a daughter so I'll do anything for her to live a life that I didn't.
"Aye, come on Ro. We got to get to this money bro." One of my long time friends and fellow P.S. Boy, J.K., yelled out. Her real name is Jessica Kimple, we call her J.K. because no matter what she always has a smile on her face and she would always get in trouble for joking at the wrong time. But believe me, J.K.'s an enforcer and that's nothing to joke about at all. Our parents used to share needles. So we've seen a lot of the same stuff and felt a lot of the same pains. Only difference is when she was seven her mother died of an overdose. Because she was always around the family, my grandparents took her in because she didn't have anyone after her mom died. She's like the brother I've never had.
I slowly got up and wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Don't worry bro, it's gone be okay. We gone make sure you straight." J.K. said with a smile on her face looking up.
"Yeah you right man," I said sniffing. "He'd probably tell us to go get a gallon of henn and drink it in his name." I joked and we both laughed while walking back to the car.
"What you about to get into? We got this meeting tonight bro." J.K. asked.
"Well I got to go pick up Mya from her crazy ass moms, then take her to the house with Jasmine til we done with business." I said. Even though I hate my baby momma, any time she offer sex I don't decline because she really is the best.
"Why you mad bro?" J.K. joked. "You the one who thought the hoe was gone last and now you got to deal with this bullshit ass co-parenting shit." She continued to joke.
"Well as long as she ain't got my baby over there calling some other nigga mommy, we straight."
"Yeah, I feel you on that bro," she said rolling up a blunt. So I cut on the music as she sparked it and I blew all my problems away.
I dropped J.K. off at the crib promising I'd be back by 10. So I had 3 1/2 hours to do what I need to do.
I headed over to my baby momma, Cali, house. And before I could even get there I thought about all the freaky stuff she'd do to help clear my mind. When I pulled up, I sat in the driveway for a minute and rolled two blunts. I was ready to in there and put a pounding on that pussy. I already had my strap on my waist and condoms in my pocket hoping for the best when I arrived. I walked in and I see her in some short shorts and a tank top with no bra. "Damn" was all I kept thinking to myself while licking my lips.
"Where Mya at?"I asked putting the blunt to my lips.
"She's upstairs, in bed sleep. Go ahead and light it." She said as I sparked the blunt.
"I heard about the funeral. I couldn't make it. They just make me uncomfortable," she said.
"Its fine. Just prefer not to think about it." I said as I continued to smoke.
I watched her sit there and sip on her cranberry and vodka. Again, 'I can't stand this broad but I will fuck the hell out of her' was all I kept thinking.
"You better be careful trying to stay over here and smoke yo sneaky ass bitch Jasmine might find out and start some shit." She said spiteful.
"Fuck her" I said slowly releasing the smoke from my lungs.
"You always say that" she rolled her eyes. "Yet you still with the bitch." When she said that I smiled.
"Yes, because her head good."
"Well what about mine." She said walking over to me seductively.
"I need a reminder" I slowly said while licking my lips. When she got to me she cupped my strap and whispered the things she wanted to do in my ear. I said 'Lets go' and she grabbed my hand and led me to her bedroom. Before we could make it in the room, she was already undressed and pulling my clothes off. She pushed me on the bed and slowly slid down on it and began to grind. I wrapped my arm around her back, grabbed her ass and started to grind with her while I sucked and kissed on her nipples. She started to scratch my back and bite down on my neck as her juices started sliding down her thighs onto mine.
"Mhh daddy, I'm about to cum," she moaned as she bounced on my strap some more. I grabbed her and guided them, as she came. She slowly got up and kissed me softly, then got down on her knees. I watched her lick her juices of my thighs, grab my strap and put all of it in her mouth. She slowly licked and kissed her juices off. The way she was moving her tongue, had me wanting her mouth on me now. But she didn't. She came back up kissed me on the lips and whispered 'does your bitch do it like that?'
"No," I replied, "That's why I got you". I started to put my clothes back on and walked out to the living room to finish my blunt. She came up front with nothing but a t-shirt yelling and screaming about what I just said. But all she is, is the baby momma. She knows that. I don't know why she tripping.
"You want to hit this blunt?" I said ignoring everything she just said.
"You know what Ro, fuck you. Let me get your daughter so you can fucking leave." She yelled stomping up the stairs. I put the blunt out and put it on the counter for her for later.
"Mommy!" I hear a little voice scream running down the stairs.
"Hey baby!" I said while she ran into my arms.
"I missed you," she softly said with her broken english.
"I missed you too baby," I said smiling hard. "You ready to go?"
"Yes!"she screamed loudly. I chuckled and grabbed her bag. Mya ran to her mom hugged and kissed her goodbye then ran back to me.
"Bye Cali," I said. She didn't say thing, just gave me the middle finger and closed the door behind us.
I put Mya in her car seat as she sang a Frozen. As much as I disliked the song. Just to hear her sing it warmed my heart. But I had to play some other music, because every time I'm with her, she sings the same Let it Go song.
By the time we made it to my house, she was in her car seat fast asleep. I got her and all her stuff, carried her into her room.
"You were supposed to be home 3 hours ago," Jasmine whispered loudly as I laid my daughter in bed so I ignored her until I was finished.
"Aye don't do that. Don't wake her up with yo bullshit," I said closing Mya door behind me.
"It doesn't take three hours to go get your daughter and home. Y'all was fucking wasn't y'all?" She said looking me in my eyes. I smirked then walked off.
"Don't ask questions you don't want the answer too," I said while opening a beer.
"Why do you always do this? We've been together 2 years and you still fucking her. You got everything you ever wanted with me. Is my pussy not good enough for you? What the fuck is it,Ro?" She asked desperately.
"You know you going to be my wife. But I just got to get myself right before I commit." I said looking her deep in her eyes. She rolled her eyes and walked off.
But its true, I do love her. But just being with only her scares me at times. So I mess around. Its not like I don't tell her. I let her know exactly what I'm doing. The problem is she don't like it, yet she stays. So it's her choice. She's waiting on me to come around and eventually it'll happen but just not now. Plus her older brother is OG in E.K.S. (Everything Killer Squad, P.S. Boys Rivals from uptown). Even though they haven't been close for some years now. I still believe that blood comes before anything, so anything is possible.
My phone began to ring and I knew exactly what time it was.
"Baby, I have to go I'll be back later," I yelled hurrying out the door and heading to the spot.
When I arrived, J.K. pulled me to the side.
"Bro, they got word on Skinny killer. OG, got the price and letting it out tonight. Whoever it was I'm getting that nigga. Karmas a bitch." She said dapping me up and walking into the building with a smile in her face. I mean she is the Enforcer.
"Brothers, we have found out who take our young soldier Skinny from us. We thought out of towners because of how many times he had got hit. But wrong!" OG yelled. "Brothers, get your weapons ready and stay on alert because we are at war. E.K.S. is responsible for this. They declared war with those seven shots in Skinnys' chest. Now it's time for us to show them how we do." He yelled while everyone agreed and the younger ones that were closer to Skinny cheered.
My heart immediately went to my stomach, because at that point Jasmine became a target. As of now I'm okay, but I do have to figure something before this secret get out.
STAI LEGGENDO
Royalty
Storie breviA young lady learns the harsh realities of getting fast money. The drama, pain, and sacrifices
