My Open Journal

Day 1, 1/5/16

So, let's start off the bat by saying this, I am a fucking geek. When you think of a geek, you don't necessarily think my face, but you think my personality.  Hell, I just spent the last day debating why Star Wars was awesome, yet sucked at the same time. But that's a different topic. (MSG me if you want to debate Star Wars 7)  So, what have I been up to? Trying to make the most of my last week before inevitable groundation. I'm going to get grounded because, well, I do work for school, but I turn none of it in. As far as Christmas goes, let's just say I got a lot of electronics. A PS4, an IPad. The usual. Crap I sound like a snob. I'm not, swear.
Anyway, as far as crushes go, any of my good friends know who I've liked for over two years, yet have never gotten closer to until this year. Well call her P for discretionary reasons. Two fuckin years people. That's not to say I've liked no one else, I have. However, that's not to say that I always come back to P no matter how much I try not to. It's intoxicating.
Now, let's talk music. While I, myself, are in two bands: Broken Record(my serious band) AND Curious Tip?(my comedy band.(yes the ? is intentional))
I also listen to System of a Down, Panic at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Serj Tankian, and Gorillaz. 
Not unlike real life, I can't stop thinking about P, so let's talk about her. She's the absolute 3rd most incredible, and best person I've ever had the utmost pleasure in being great friends with. (I say third because my 2 Best friends canNOT be topped no matter how beautiful and incredible the girl is.) In fact, we're all tryin to get together this weekend, so that's great. Anyway, she's the co-vocalist in our band Broken Record. She may also take up bass to fill the slot for an instrumentalist as well, seeing as I'm playing guitar, keyboard, and performing vocals. She's got the most amazing smile, she's absolutely fantastic to be around. I've had some shitty days lately, just dealing with general depression as of late, and she's helped me write the best drug dealer advertisements out there. She can just overall make you smile for no apparent reason, but I digress; This is my open journal, not hers (but if she'd like to share it id have no problem with it if she wants she can have any...... NEVERMIND ME!!)

We went back to school today and I may or may not have already annoyed the shit out of my poor teachers with my general presence. I'm just inadvertently irritating and it shows. I honestly shouldn't be in half of my classes and get bored, therefor don't get work turned in, and fail classes that I would have no problem testing out of. But, I can't do that at my school because school sucks. I'll be out of here soon.

I'm moving to granite bay in August(ish) so that'll be refreshing, and quite sorrowful. Due to how far the move will be from my current place of residence, I'll miss out on seeing them as often as I'd like. It's a pro and con list that needs to be sorted out by priority, but I'm too lazy to do it. Anyway, that's all for now. It's 11:20 and I'm too tired to keep writing do I'll see you tomorrow.