When He Came Back to Her Life (BTS Jimin)

Chapter 11: I still and I always will

After that we're already here in our office and we started to work.

Young Hee's Pov

It's already 10:30 pm, I went outside Bangtan company again. I look like a stalker here. After waiting for 45 minutes, I saw Jimin went out of the company. He's talking to someone, and it's a girl. I tried my best to hear their conversation, but I failed, and my bag also fell causing it to make a sound. I saw Jimin look to where I was. I'm just hiding behind the tree. And I heard Jimin said "Who's there? Is something there." The girl leave and Jimin went to where I was. I'm so nervous but excited at the same time. He's shock to see me there, and he said "Young Hee? What are you doing here in this hour?"

I look at him and said "I went to the mall and because I want to stroll around, I choose not to.. use a car.. and then a dog chase me, and I climb in this tree." What kind of excuse is that, it's embarrassing, but it's more embarrassing if I tell him the truth, that I secretly stalking him.

Him: Be careful next time. 

Me: Sure, by the way, how are you? 

Him: I'm fine, how about you? 

Me: I'm also fine. By the way how's the girl that you're talking to me 3 days ago. The girl that you love?  Sorry for asking, I just want to know.

Him: She's fine just like you. And how's you and your husband? 

Me: He still don't love me. I don't know if he'll learn to love me.

Him: Do you love him? 

Me: To be honest... No.

Him: So it's just a fair, you don't love him and he didn't love you. May I ask, do you want him to love you?

Me: Of course, no.

Him: It's a hard situation you know.

Me: Yes, it's very hard. I don't know what to do. 

Him: Just get divorced, since it's just an arrange marriage. It's a long time ago, and both of you still doesn't love each other. 

Me: I'm thinking about that too, but my parents will surely be angry.

Him: Let them be angry. You're not a child anymore, you have your own life, don't let them control you. It's okay to obey them, but think about it, they forced you to marry him, and they didn't make you feel loved before right? They care about money more than you, am I right? 

With his words, it makes me hurt but it's true. He really changed.

Me: yes.. it's true. I guess you're right.. but.. I don't know what to do. How can I get divorced, I'm sure they'll make my life miserable. 

Him: Don't be afraid, I'll help you with that. 

Me: Thanks, but why do you want to help me, you're busy with your works right?

Him: Of course, that's what friends do, to help each other no matter what right?

It hurts, maybe I'm right, he only sees me as a friend. It hurts because we used to be really in love before. 

Me: You don't have to, I can do it, I don't want to disturb you.

Him: No, it's alright, I'll help you, and I also I want to take something to them.

Me: What is it? Can I help you to take that? 

Him: It's not the right time to tell it to you, thanks but you don't have to help me. 

Me: Are you sure? 

Him: Yes, I'm sure. 

There's an awkward silence for a while until I speak.

Me: Jimin-ah, can I ask who's that girl? She's really lucky you know. 

There's an awkward silence again, and I said

Me: Sorry for asking, if you don't want to tell me, it's okay. It's none of my business too.

Him: You really wanna know who's that girl? 

Me: Yes.

Him:Well... it's you. I still love you. But I think that you don't love me anymore. The reason why I changed is because of you. I work harder because of you, I stay strong because of you. I always work harder because of you, because I want to show your parents that I'll be better. It's all because of you.

There's an awkward silence again, I'm speechless of what he said. So, he changed because of me?

Him: Young Hee-ah, I still love you, like the way I used to love you when we were still together. I still love you and I always will. It's okay if you don't love me anymore, it's a long time ago by the way. I'll leave now, thanks for hanging out with me.

Me: I still love you Jimin-ah. The reason why I can't love Ji-Hoon is because of you, because I still love you. When you're gone, I don't know what to do. I lied, because the reason why I'm here is because I want to talk to you, I'm waiting for you like a fangirl here, more like a sasaeng. 

Him: So you're waiting for me? How do you know that I went home at this hour? Are you stalking me.

Me: To be honest yes, I ask your friends a while ago, and they said that you usually went home around 11 pm or 11:30 pm. Sorry if you find it creepy, because I stalk you, because I really want to know who's that girl you're talking about.

Him: It's okay, I like it, because now I know that you still care for me.

Me: Of course, and I always will.

With that he hug me, and we just forget about my parents, Ji-Hoon and everything, the only thing we think is we still love each other, and we still care with each other. And he said

Him: I love you Young hee-ah, and I always will. I'll take you, just wait, I'll take what's really MINE.

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Another author's note:  So guys, how was it? Sorry if I keep you waiting.