Not Your Average Nerd

Breaking Apart

His eyes were filled with anger. And he shook his head. "If you love me just say it."

"I can't."

"Yes you can. It's as simple as this." He grabs my bare hips and yanks me harder to him. He kissed me just as angrily as he did hours earlier. And I knew we couldn't go as far as we did. But it was hard to stop kissing him once we started.

His hands roamed my body more confidently this time, clutching anything he could and finding loopholes to make me move the way he loved, right agaisnt his area. My fingernails dug into his back again.

Once he was about to push me on the bed, I slid my hands to his chest and pushed him away.

"You should go." I forced myself to say. He huffs. "You've got to be kidding me, right?"

"Aiden... I think we need some space."

He grips my biceps and I look into his eyes. He already looked hurt and broken. I felt horrible. But I knew this was best. For now, we needed a break. If we don't... I have no idea what could happen. We would be constantly yelling and arguing which would probably just turn into sex. And I don't want that with Aiden.

"Aaron. Don't do this. Couples fight all the time and-"

I grit my teeth. "Couples don't have angry sex."

"Aaron. You don't know what you're doing. Just think about it." I push him and and bend down to grab my shirt. "I did. I don't want to feel like I'm using you. We both need to think about it, okay? I can't hurt you again."

"You already are! Aaron-"

I slip my shirt on and shove his in his chest. "You should get your cloths on and go. Andrew's almost home anyways."

He looked like he was about to cry. "Aaron..." I clentched my fists and walked to my balcony doors, opening them. "I'm sorry Aiden. But we need this."

He grabs his pants and underwear and slips them on. "You're being ridiculous. It was one fight."

"I'm not going to continue this argument. Please go." I stared directly into his eyes and he stood there, emotionless. His mouth slightly ajar. I felt one small tear fall.

He then sighs and storms out, without another word. As soon as he had stepped out of my room, I shut the doors, closed the curtains and collapsed agaisnt it, crying my eyes out.

~|~|~

"No offense, but you look like shit." Drake says when I sit down beside him in first period. I nod, pushing the small strands of hair that were falling, back into my bun. "I feel like shit."

"What happened?" He asks. I shake my head and rub my face. "Me and Aiden had a fight. A big one."

"About what?"

"Lucas. He was pissed because he found out I have slept with Lucas multiple times and we sorta dated."

"But I thought you told Aiden you never dated anyone before him." I gave Drake that irritated look that said 'put the pieces together, dumbass.'