Not Your Average Nerd

Don't give up yet

[×]Aiden[×]

She's finally mine. I can finally hold her. I can finally kiss her, be with her, tell her how I feel. She is all mine. Finally.

I don't care if she doesn't believe in love. She believes in us. And she's giving it a shot. That's all I need. Soon, in time, I can make he realise what love is. True love.

I smile and tighten my arms around her waist, digging my face into the side of her neck from behind, kissing it softly. She rumbles with laughter. "Aiden, what are you doing?"

"Kissing my amazing girlfriend." I can hear the smile in her small giggles. "You know if my brother comes in, he'll be pissed, right?"

I shake my head and hold her to my chest tighter, kissing harder. I loved the feeling of my lips on her.  It was like some sick drug. But I loved it.

"I don't care. I'm just so glad to finally be able to hold you and kiss you." She leans back into me, putting her hands over mine. They didn't even cover half of mine.  "Your such a bad boy, Aiden." She said in a joking tone. I smirk, taking my kisses up higher and nibbling on her earlobe.

"Just for you, shortcake." She elbows me, causing me to loosen my grip enough for her to turn in my arms. She takes her precious time getting all comfortable on me. The whole time I just hold her waist and laugh. Once she's finally done, she has her legs spread as they dangle on my thighs. So.. Pretty much, she's got her girl part rubbed right agaisnt mine. It was making me nervous as hell. She just had to sit like that.

She smiles as she has her arms around my neck, keeping me close to her. I have mine on her lower back, holding her tightly.

"You make me really happy, you know that?" I smile and nod. "Of course."

"No. Like seriously," she sighs and looks away from me, down to the floor. "I know I'm not great at expressing my feelings. Or showing any emotion at all. But you really do make me happy Aiden. More than anyone ever has... When I first moved here, we pretty much hated each other. And I saw you as all the other assholes that thought they could treat women however they wanted. And it made me hate you more. But... You still came after me. And you still made me smile on my worst days."

I grin like an idiot, reaching one hand out to hold her chin. She looks up at me, her eyes showing me how nervous she is.

"Aaron... Do you love me?"

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×°×°Aaron°×°×

"Aaron... Do you love me?" I felt my whole body freeze again. Didn't we go over this yesterday? I open my mouth to reply back, but he talks before me. "You can only answer yes or no. Your not changing the subject like earlier."

I swallow.

"A-Aiden. I-"

"Please, Aaron. If you don't love me... I get it. I understand. I know what you've been through and why its hard for you to love. Just please... Tell me. I need to know."

I stare into his eyes. He really is desperate to know this. I don't want to lie to him. I really don't know if I love him. At certain times, I think I might. Then others I think I don't. I really dont know how I'm suppose to know.