I'm constently telling people to stay positive. That they should love themselves. That there perfect.
I say this because those are the only words any girl wants to hear.
See us girls are sensitive creatures. We need to be loved. Feel loved. And act loved. It's what keeps us moving.
But what's it mean if your not loved.
I've asked myself this everyday. What's it like to not be loved.
If you feel alone.
If you feel like you are not good enough.
Do something about it.
There is at least one person out there that loves you.
Wheather its your parents, or that guy that sits next to you in science.
And if your not loved you will be loved. She will be loved.
That's all I've ever wanted to hear really. Four words. 14 letters. One sentence. You Will Be Loved.
Its very confusing. Being me.
Every school. Elementary school, middle school, highschool, always has two groups.
The losers.
And the drop dead gorgeous boys and girls that have a billion friends.
Then there's me.
See I'm not popular. But I'm not a loser either. I'm stuck in the middle, not knowing my place.
It's really stressful and confusing. Because I dont know whether or not I'm absalutly annoying everyone I know. Or maybe, everyone just feels sorry for me.
Probably both.
So yeah. Welcom to the life of Lana Hill.
