Remaining Love ( Aidan Turner FanFiction )

Chapter 1 :

Author note :

THIS CHAPTER IS JUST TO INTRODUCE A BIT THE MAIN CHARACTER, IF YOU4RE NOT INTERESTED  GO TO THE SECOND CHAPTER IT WILL PROBABLY BE MORE ENTERTAINING FOR YOU. AFTER ALL HOPE YOU WILL LIKE IT !

                 

It'll be wise to begin by introducing myself.

My name is Amel Hilali, but you can call me Amel , Mel for the intimates.

My parents are From Tunisia but I was born in France and grew up there, with my three other sisters. We lived near Paris, in a Lovely town call Plaisir. I know it sounds weird but, it's my town, where I will always belong to.

My childhood was pretty much ...a mess.

I didn't have lot of friends and at some point I had any. I remembered saying that it doesn't bother me, because I loved being alone. But now I know it was just a way to comfort myself.

In middle school I became very shy and wasn't capable to talk to anyone but the two or three friend that I still had. I can't really complain, I mean I had people to sit down with at lunch and help me with my homework, but you know how young teenagers are and couldn't get away so easily, I really wished though. All the people I thought was on my side just let me down for other people that will bring them what I couldn't : Popularity.

I was very sad and don't understand why everyone kept let me down just like I never meant anything to them. It's when I started to go down deeper and deeper into depression, always sad, always mean to people, including myself, always locked up in my room, always pretending that I was okay but the truth is that ...when I was alone, I tried several time to...kill myself. It's something that never told to anyone, and not proud of it. I guess what stop me everytimes was the hope I had that everything will get better, I wanted to keep going further in the tunnel, wanted to see the light again. But the past is in the past now. I recovered from my wound and I'm happy I did because I wouldn't know all the people I know now and live all the things I'm living!

                 

At this point, I decided that I will never go back to where I was, and for that I had to put an armour to protect me from all the people who were only bad for my well-being. Through the years I got stronger, I learn to think for myself first and there is nothing wrong with that.

When I got in High school, I wasn't the poor, miserable girl that I was, I was strong, I was as confident as you could be when you're a teenager and determined to not be walked over by anyone. I cut my hair very short to my ears and found my own style. I felt so good walking down the corridors, I wasn't scared or worried anymore, I made friends, who for once understand me and liked me for who I am. I opened up more and finally show the real me, I loved life, having fun, being young and free. And that's how I survived High school.

After graduating, I did something that I really wanted to for years but never had the courage to do it. I started my own Youtube Channel. I wanted to be in front of the camera and no more behind, create my own contents and share my own tips and tricks. And it's so far the best decisions I had take. It opened me so much doors, met incredible people, and I'm surrounded by person as crazy as me and I'm never been so happy. After 3 years of making videos on Youtube, I'm so grateful for everything that happened to me, I'm now a full time Youtuber, and still I managed to graduate of college and did a international trade license.

Now that all I had to do in France was over, I moved to England ! I always wanted to live there and I know that it would happen someday. I moved during summer 2010 to Bristol I loved this town ! I actually did my research after taking a buzzfeed quiz that told me that it was the perfect town for me ! How crazy is this !? But I have to admit they were right ! Bristol is such a nice town, so beautiful and cozy. I actually don't know anybody there but it doesn't matter because I love it. Plus London is only 2 hours away and Brighton 1 hour away so I will still be able to see my friends !

After all that happened in the past,I'm so excited to start my new life !