HELP ME (One Shot)

Dharxie Elise Ally Torres

             One upon a time I was looking down at the edge of the mountain and didn't see anything. Its dark like a blind human.

     "Are you ready DEAT?" A woman voice I heard

How can I agree if I don't see her?

     "If you want to see me jump off the cliff kid." Did she know what I'm thinking?

     "Of course I'm your soul that you've been hide for a long time." I heard her chuckled. Soul? I hide for a long time? So Im talking to my own soul?

     "Takot ka pala. Takot kang mawala sa mundo." No I'm not! Im just confuse

     "Nah don't give that look kid you sold your soul at one of my ally." How can? Ugh shes inside of my head?

     "No I'm at your side."

     "Why I cant see you?" Tanong ko

     "If you jump at the cliff I be there in front of you waiting..."

     "But what if I don't?" Naguguluhan ko pa ring tanong sa kaniya.

Ilang sandali rin akong naghintay ng sagot sa kaniya pero wala paano ako hindi maguguluhan isang taon na kong nakaratay dito sa hospital I'm a brain dead person just because I'm a hard headed lumayas ako sa bahay at nasagasaan sa tapat mismo ng aming mansion.

I was desperate that time they want me to finish my schooling at Paris, France but hellyah I don't want! I don't want to leave David who became the worst nightmare of mine.

His a cute guy who I meet at school, at first his so sweet at me then later on we move to our next level then the night that I was desperate to discuss about my parents plan he also broke my heart in to pieces.

At ngayon gusto ko ng matapos ang lahat ng paghihirap nila in the first place kasalanan ko naman ang lahat kung hindi lang matigas ang ulo ko kung hindi lang ako pasaway kung sinusunod ko na lang lahat ng gusto ng parents ko masaya sana ako ngayon at hindi nandito sa bulok na hospital.

KILL ME NOW! Yan ang gusto kong iparating sa kanila noon pa man dahil totoo nga ang sabi nila wala ng sasakit pa sa tuwing nakikita mo ang iyong ina na lumuluha sa harap mo at humihingi ng tawad.

Gusto ko siyang yakapin gusto kong sabihin lahat sa kaniya na wala siyang kasalanan gusto ko siyang ngumiti ulit gaya ng nakasananayan ko na. Pero paano? Nanghihinayang ako sa lahat ng dapat sana mangyari kung wala lang ako dito. Im a hollow I don't know what to do!

Until someone speak at me when my birthday's done 12 midnight he ask me if I'm willing to give my soul and leave my life now.

I nodded immediately no hesitations no buts and now my mom is standing at the edge of my hospital bed shes crying shes willing to give me a chance but I heard my dad.

     "Elisa give our daughter peace." its banging on my ears every time I heard my dad speak. His willing to give up I looked at my mom crying saying still NO to my dad.

My heart melt I cant be alive any more mom please free me.

     "Don't be so selfish Alejandro our daughter is strong as she is.. come on baby you can make mom smile again please be strong I'm here waiting.." her words.. her words make me more want to die.

Anong dadalhin ko pagbumalik lang ako sa piling nila another disappointment another hard headed another brat. No it cant be! Im willing to die mom please I can see you even when I'm a hollow now.

     "Are you sure about this Mr. Torres?" Huling tanong ng doctor

     "No Alejandro please our baby is going to be ok please let her awake please." Luhaang pagmamakaawa ni Mom kay Daddy.

     "Hundred percent Dr. Silva."

Nagsimula na silang tanggalin ang lahat ng tubo sa aking katawan, yakap yakap naman ni Daddy si Mommy ayokong marinig ang palahaw ni Mom dahil alam ko baka ako rin ang hindi uurong sa deal ko with someone else.

I need to jump off the cliff mom hope you will forgive me someday I know you will understand I know you will move on with dad and I know that you will forget me..

Tumakbo ako palabas ng kwarto ko at mabilis na hinanap ang pinto kung saan ako unang pumasok pagkabukas ko nito sobrang dilim I cant see anything pero ilang sandali nakita ko na naman kung saan ako nakatayo kanina.

     "IM READY!" Sigaw ko

Walang lingon sa likod mabilis akong tumabok at tumalon na sa bangin..

The memories flashbacks on my head and I just cant stop my smile to see them all. Ngumingiti silang lahat sa akin even David how cruel right? I know mas gusto niya atang yan na ang mangyari sa akin. Wala akong ni katiting na galit sa kaniya mas masaya pa ko at nakita ko ulit ang ngiti niya.

And my mom I see her eyes tears fall alam kong tears of joy yun hindi ko man nasabi sayo ang goodbye pero nasasabi ko naman sayo araw araw ang I love you mom..

Dad marami man tayong hindi pagkakaunawaan alam kong mahal mo ko at ganun din ako sayo thank you for everything..

Alam kong babagsak na ko kaya ipinikit ko na lang ng mariin ang mata ko at hindi maramdaman ang sakit.

     "DEAT open your eyes." Malamig ang boses niya napakasarap pakinggan I immediately open my eyes and see who is standing right in front of me.

Its blurred wala akong makita kundi napakasilaw na liwanag ang nasa likod niya.

     "You have time to say everything you wanted. You will be fine. You don't have to say goodbye at this moment child. Go back and see your Mothers smile again."

Everything's went back again, para akong pumasok sa time machine ulit at ibinalik ang lahat but this time I'm inside of my brain dead body.

    "Doc Silva I think you need to see this." rinig kong wika ng isang staff.

Then I slowly open my eyes I see them with shock on their faces if I'm in the funny show I will automatically laugh as hard but no Im in the reality.

Ang ibang tubo sa katawan ko natanggal na the last they going to remove is my ventilator machine pero agad din ito nakita ng staff.

     "Mom.."

Mom rush to me and give me a too tight hug that I cant breath pero ok lang mas gustuhin ko ang ganito kami.

     "Oh my God shes awake."

     "Jesus Christ!"

     "Oh my God praise the Lord!"

Hindi ko maipaliwanag sa sobrang tuwa ko that I'm awake.. Im no longer brain dead.. My Dad also run towards us and give us a tight hug.

     "Baby.. Elise baby.." mom keep saying my name back and hug me too tight shes crying and I'm crying to like there no tomorrow..

I really do believe now in miracles.. Faith that sometimes us forget..

And I live with my smile on my face that can never be forget.

                                           Thats the end of my story...

                                                                 ~=~=~=~=~

                             • MIRACLES HAPPEN AS YOU BELIEVE •

Thanks for reading!

RIP Grammar ~ Sorry xD

                     ~Pantasya Girl Chu *v*