Nonexistent strings

A bullet straight into my heart

Laura's POV

Yesterday wasn't one of my best days. Certainly, the world sure hates me. And I am wishing to not come back there, just if it's an emergency. But a serious one.

All that I can say about yesterday night, it was really weird. Acting so lovely and sweetly isn't my type of relationship, and worst with a fake one.

And with all sincerity, I don't even know what they were talking about. I was so busy looking at the window hoping to see a black car pulling into our driveway that the conversation they were having wasn't that important to me.

Not that I don't like them, they are really nice people but it felt like I don't belong there.

"Laura, wake up. You have to go to school" my mother's harshly voice and the lightly knock on the door made me go out of my thoughts. I sighed deeply before removing the blanket off of me.

When I was ready, decided to go downstairs and just drink a juice, to the fact that I am not that hungry. Either way, hungry or not, I wouldn't have eaten anyways.

I closed the front door and readjust the backpack from my shoulders to not let it fall. A cold breeze hit me which made me embrace myself to find some warm. But the more I tried, it was useless.

Now I am regretting not bringing any sweater.

For some odd reason, I felt a heavy piece of cloth around my shoulders. Probably, a leather jacket by its weight.

Confused, I turned around searching for the person who might put this on me. But there wasn't anyone near me or crossing the street. I furrowed my eyebrows, still confused of who the heck put me this jacket.

I just shook my head, forgetting about the annonymous person. I turned around again facing the school just a few blocks away.

In the moment I entered the school, people talking or gossiping about the lastest news, the football team in their especial corner surrounded by cheerleaders throwing themselves at them, and the dedicated people studying for the test they are having.

I took out the jacket from my shoulders and put it on my backpack.

This time, I decided to skip going to my locker, because I have all the books I need on my backpack. That's a first.

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Ring

I should be happy it's the bell ringing but it's just lunch, not a big deal. I still have plenty of hours on that prision. I haven't seen my friends in forever, mostly Eleanor, Ava, Ethan, Harper and Emmett. I could put Allan on that list since we only saw a couple minutes in that park days ago.

For some reason, I didn't go to the cafeteria where I was supposed to. Instead, I was walking without looking where I was going.

Until I crashed with someone.

"Hey, look where are you going?!" The person yelled at me, now knowing that is a guy. How rude of him to yelled at me like that.

But now reconizing the voice, I can't believe he actually spoke to me like that.

"A-Allan?" I was afraid of him now. What was he going to say? What his answer would be?

"what do you want Laura?" Every time his voice was more and more harsh. And his expression was so angry, like he didn't want to talk to me.

I just looked at him with disbelief. Still surprised he is acting like a complete jerk.

"n-nothing I was just w-wondering why are you l-like that?" The words were so difficult to come out of my mouth that I ended up stuttering. It was unbelievable this moment that my face turned upside down.

"cut the bullshit Laura, I am not in the mood to talk" He passed me by but I still grabbed his cold hand stopping him.

"where is the Allan I love so much?" was all that came out and maybe was all I need to know what is happening to him, what is making him act not himself.

"you don't understand. You won't" His face was becoming softer but I still saw madness on his eyes.

"I can, if you tell me"

"No Laura, you won't. How could you understand it?! After I tell you this you won't talk to me. You wouldn't be my friend anymore because I know that what I did was bad, really bad" He admitted.

Well, now I was more curious and a little scared of what might he say.

"just tell me"

"okay, but promise me. After I tell you this you won't freak out"

I only nodded starting to feel anxious about what he is going to tell me. He took a deep breath before speaking, "at that party last Friday, something happen. Something bad. Drinks were out of control, I wasn't myself. The only thing I remember is Gabriella asking me to dance with her"

It seemed like he couldn't end the history because he was afraid.

"I wasn't sober, neither was she. All I could remember is going upstair with her and closing the door of a room. And after that all is just a blur" He finished with a sigh at the end and running his fingers through the his hair.

I couldn't believe it. I seriously was praying for this to be a nightmare and not reality. My eyes showed sadness and anger.

"I-Is that t-true?" we heard someone from behind. We turned around just to find Amber with tears in her eyes looking at Allan with the same expression I was.

I mean, If it was with Amber I would let it slip, it would still hurt me  but it's with my bully. How it wouldn't hurt me knowing my friend had sex with the most horrible person in all school.

"Amber I--" he was cut off.

"s-save it....j-just save i-it...." she chocked in her own words. I felt really bad for her. Yeah, knowing your crush just had sec with someone else hurt but knowing your boyfriend had 'it' hurt a lot more.

They haven't even had their first date. They just started dating a month ago and he cheated on her that quickly. Wow.

This Allan, I don't know him.

"Laura--" I cut him off not really wanting to talk to him.

"I don't want to talk to you now either" I started to walk faraway, I didn't want to see his face.

"Laura, wait up!" Yelled another voice.

But this time I did stop.

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Allan, buddy, you are screwed up.

The person of the leather jacket.... great name. That's my nickname for him or her.

So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSS SHOR LYNCH!!!! I can't believe he is already 20!!

If there are any mistakes I am SORRY

BUH BYE