Nonexistent strings

After all this time....I was wrong

Laura's POV

it's not like I am having the time of my life but it's better than nothing. I am currently in my room with Ross. We were both sitting on each side of the bed talking about things of life. He isn't that bad like I imagined but, like I said it before, this guy has two faces.

"so, I know you told me not to ask but it's been bothering me since we talked earlier" he began. I know where this is going.

"what are those problems that make a beautiful girl like you cry?" did he just complimented me? oh well, I am not going to complain I will just let it slip this time.

I put my hands on my face covering it and hide it between my knees. there are two reasons because of that action. 1. because I started to think if I could trust him and finally tell someone other than my friends and 2. because I felt a boiling sensation on my face signaling me that I was blushing cause' of the compliment.

That is weird because I only blush when is Allan the one complimenting me or when I am really embarrassed and that happens all the time.

I sighed deeply before answering him, "there are really difficult to understand" I could feel his eyes on me all the time that I was talking.

"but maybe it would make you feel better if you tell someone to get them out of your chest, but I saw you got uncomfortable with the subject so I am not going to pressure you to tell me and worst because you don't know me very well" he said but more like ramble. He wouldn't stop talking so to shut him up I put my hand over his smiling at him.

He looked down at our hands and then up at me. Our hands again and up at me. our hands and then up at me. I realized what I did and immediately removed it embarrassed for what I just did.

"no it's okay maybe it would make me feel better since I only told my friends and they didn't help at all" I said chuckling remembering that day. The only who did heard me was Allan because the other ones where in other world but not this.

"okay, but I sincerely don't want to pressure you"

I nodded reassuring him that I was totally fine with that. I didn't want to make him feel guilty or that I only told him because he said to. I shifted to find a comfortable position on the bed, I ended up crossing my legs and resting my head on the bedhead.

"well my life hasn't been the best since I was a kid. When I was 9 my parents began to have troubles on their marriage so fighting and screaming were constant in this house, they began to care less about us and more on their jobs"

"us?" he questioned.

"my sister and I" I realized that I didn't mention that I had a sister. But to be honest, it's like I don't have any either.

"when my sister was 18 and I was 14 my parents were about to get a divorce. It didn't happen anyways. But at that time we didn't know that, so when my sister heard about the news she did what she thought was the best. She drowned in alcohol to solve it. Meanwhile she was out every night at clubs I was at home hearing the things my parents told at each other" I took another deep breath before continuing. I can not believe I am actually doing this.

"After that she concentrated on her studies and graduated from school with perfect grades. Now she is in college with her boyfriend that I clearly don't like him and it seems for her that she never had a sister. And with my parents they are still fighting over the stupidest things on earth not even caring if I am doing fine or not" I finished but I couldn't stop the tears that threatened to fall but I had to suck it off and smile to cover the sadness on my face.

"I am really sorry you don't deserve that, you look so nice and you are always smiling that I thought your life was the perfect one. I understand and I am here for you if you want to talk another time" he said with a smile at the end but I was about to scream at him.

"no you don't understand! why people kept saying that when they clearly don't know! you have your family, you have siblings that care about you, and your parents...where do I began?"

it's not like I wanted to scream at him or making him feel bad but it really makes me mad when people say that. Why lie?

"Why are you even screaming at me? I thought that we were on good terms!" he exclaimed. Yeah I thought that too.

"that you had to bring the 'I understand' thing. Why people say that?! they don't feel the same pain. So why are you saying that! Stop lying!" I screamed even louder than before, it was so loud that my voice echoed in the room.

"but I didn't know it! and what if I am living the same thing you are living though! What if I am feeling the same pain as you! you don't know about my life so, why jumping to conclusions that I have a so-called wonderful life! or do you know if I have the perfect life?" He screamed back at me.

I maintained shut. Because what he said was completely true. I haven't heard about his life, I don't anything about him, I just thought he was a pretty boy who hat everything he wanted by his parents.

"that's what I thought" he stomped out of my room making a loud noise when he opened the door. I didn't move I just stayed in the same position I was when he left. I jumped a little when I heard the front door open and then shut.

I sighed deeply.

why this things happen to me?

But he didn't have the right to scream at me. What did he think he was to scream?! at me?!

I decided to let it go but I am still mad at him for screaming at me. He can be an ass sometimes.

Tonight is the party.....yupi

I am so excited! oh who I am kidding? of course I am not excited to go I just go for compromise. But to be honest I think she invited me because I am Allan's friend, that's all. Because we are talking about Daniela, the one who is dearly loved by every single one in school. At least she is not a bad person.

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I am tired so I didn't write the party in this one  but I promise  it's going to be on the next chapter!!!!

oh shoot!! they were almost starting to like each other. Stupid Ross!

If there are any mistakes I am SORRY!!

I don't know what to say now....

um awkward!

BUH BYE