january 16th, 4:59am
crybxby: so i guess this is it
crybxby: marina isn't home now so i have my chance to do this
crybxby: you're not alive, but i'll send you a suicide note anyway. i guess that's what you're supposed to do when you kill yourself? but i guess i'm mostly saying this to get it off my chest
crybxby: i'm sorry. if i hadn't snapped at you this would have never happened
crybxby: i wish i could take it all back. i wish words were like toy guns, if that makes sense. no hurt, no bullet. just a 'bang bang' rolling off your tongue, you know?
crybxby: why did you have to do it, ash?
crybxby: you told me you loved me, so why did you go?
crybxby: your name is now forever the name on my lips. kind of like our last kiss
crybxby: fuck. i never thought we'd ever last kiss
crybxby: i never imagined we'd end like this
crybxby: fuck
crybxby: i'm so sorry
crybxby: i've fucked so much up
crybxby: i hate myself for this
crybxby: even though you're dead, even if you hate me, you'll always be my favorite la devotee. i remember all the fun times we had in that group chat
crybxby: everything went to shit when tanner left us
crybxby: on the bright side, you'll be able to be with tanner now
crybxby: i don't know why i'm sending these messages, to be honest with you. i'm never going to get to see "ashley is typing" ever again. i blew my chance
crybxby: but that doesn't matter anymore
crybxby: i guess i'll go sit on the floor, wearing your favorite shirt. i already left a note for marina, i have the sleeping pills
crybxby: i doubt you wanted me to leave the same way you did. you probably wanted me to stay away from you, or to be able to live a full happy life
crybxby: but humans are selfish bastards, and i'm only human
crybxby: normally you'd say goodbye in suicide notes, but i guess it's better if i say hello
crybxby: i'll see you soon. i'll fix everything i've messed up
crybxby: i pinky promise
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