The Payne Life (One direction fan fic)

Forever

We drove in silence. I couldn't tell if harry was angry? Or scared or what on earth it was.

We pulled up and I right away stood up letting another waterfall gush escape.

Harry saw my discomfort and grabbed me a wheelchair to sit down in

"Here kacey" he said softly setting me in it.

"haz?" I asked him and he leaned down "yes?"

"Why is it every time something good happens we end up in the hospital?" I sighed and he did too

"Bad luck I suppose" and with that he wheeled me into the lobby

"Good early morning sir how can I help you?" A lady asked us

"My girlfriend- um she's well she's pregnant, and well she woke up today in some pain, and there's blood everywhere coming from well... You know where..." He trailed off.

"Oh dear here I'll take her. Do you have any other symptoms?" She asked

"I'm just in a lot of pain by my stomach" I said softly. She but her lip and pushed me into a room and changed me quickly.

"I'll send a doctor in for a X-ray" she said and shut the door

"I'm sorry I'm such a fucking mess harry I don't see how you put up with me. I'm hell in a hand basket" I looked away from him

"Kacey, I don't care if we have bad luck you could be a terminally ill cancer patient but I would love the hell out of you everyday like I do now. Whatever this is we will fix it we can we are strong and I'm not going anywhere because I'm Head Over heels in love with you." He said slowly

I met his eyes and just before I was to speak a doctor came inside

"Miss kacey? We are ready for you" a girl came in and laid a giant robotic machine over my abdomen and moved it around.

"Oh dear" she sighed and lifted it off

"What's wrong?!" I pushed since they made it seem awful.

"Tell me please!" I begged. The doctor removed her glasses and set her hands on my bed.

"I'm sorry but miss you've had a miscarriage. The baby is gone" she bit her bottom lip.

Immediately I began to weep again and I saw harry from the corner of my eye place his face in his head.

The doctor rubbed my back for a moment and left.

"It's all my fault! I can't Even do the one thing a woman is made to do!" I cried again

"I killed it" I wept

"Kacey you didn't kill it" Harry's voice cracked. He stood up and came to my bed and placed his hands on mine "the baby just didnt attach you did nothing wrong. You were in the right. This is out of your control." He said. Slowly a tear fell down his cheek but he whipped it away.

"I'm sorry harry" I cried "don't apologize! It's not your fault!" He nearly yelled

"I just feel so awful, first I put you through hell, then I make you claim the name as a father to a baby that's not yours and now we've lost the child. I'm just a mess" I cried

"Yes I went through hell but you didn't put me there. Yes I claimed the baby as my own but you didn't force me too. And yes we lost the child but it's not your fault. You did nothing wrong and I don't know how many times I need to say it, kacey I love you unconditionally. I will forever and always. I swear on it" he said kissing me forehead as I cried

"Lets go home, you'll need rest." He said lightly lifting the sheets

"Harry?" I asked for the millionth time tonight