Supernatural imagines

Gabriel {4}

You sat in your brand new hotel room chugging glasses of champagne the guy at the front desk gave you. You slammed the glass down on the bedside table and grabbed the 2 in. knife You had and sliced your arm some more laughing again ,drunk, because of the pain. You chugged more champagne from the bottle this time and got up and walked to the bathroom. Your breath stunk, your eyes were red and puffy, and your hair was in a messy mom bun, and you hated yourself for thinking he would actually care about you. You looked at pictures of you and your asshole boyfriend having fun with each other even when he accidentally dropped the ring last night when you were supposed to be his fiancé but you went to the bathroom and came back and some girl was eating his face out and you ran painting angel wards on the walls. You started crying again and chugged some more champagne. It hurts just thinking of him. You changed into pajama shorts and a crop to and started cutting your legs and stomach because you ran out of room on your arm. You felt light headed and drank the rest of the bottle and laid back on your bed and threw your knife into a wall and watched some TV and was about to fall asleep and as your eyes closed you heard wings and you couldn't wake yourself up. You woke up 12 hours later in his old bed and had your arm in a bandage that had the most damage done. You felt your chest explode.
"What the hell"Gabriel asked looking sad and you narrowed your eyes at him
"You tell me asshole"You said pissed off and still a little drunk
"What do you mean"Gabriel asked
"What do you mean what do I mean I saw you"You said almost crying
"I mean you went to the bathroom then you run out"He said
"I saw with t-that woman"You said and he froze scared
"Babe-"
"Don't call me that you lost that privilege when you let that woman eat your face"You said walking out of the room and when you tried to leave out the front door you appeared in the kitchen through the back door
"Please not right now Gabriel"You said
"I miss you I miss us"He said trapping you in a corner
"I do to but I can't forgive you Gabriel I gave you five chances"You said trying to push him away by putting your hand on his chest and pushing him with all your strength but he didn't move and instead came closer and closer. You could feel his warm breath on your face.
"I'm sorry"He said and smashed his lips on yours and you tried to push away and nothing worked.
You eventually gave up and happy you were able to feel his warm rough lips on yours and being in his warm embrace.