The One That Got Away

Chapter 2

*AUTHORS NOTE* This chapter is mostly P.O.V. because they aren't together. Don't worry the other chapters wont be in POV the whole time just this one. 

Wait, Regan has to tell me something... No. I need to ask her out before she tells me what ever it is she has to tell me. I can't put this off any longer. C'mon Chandler, just do it, you can do it.

"Regan wait, I want to ask you something, it might throw you off a little bit, but we have been great friends for going on 6 years now and this cannot wait any longer. I know I do not know you very well and you don't want me to know you but I don't care anymore. I love you Regan Elizabeth Holmes, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I know you're only 16 and I'm only 17, but i do not care. I just want us to be together forever. Regan, will you be my girlfriend?"

"Chandler, this is really sweet and believe me, I do love you, I love you more than anything else on this planet... But, I can't say yes. I'm so sorry Chandler, But I'm leaving and I'm not going to come back for a while, when I do come back I know you will be moved on and out of this small town. Don't ask me how I know that, I just have a feeling. I love you Chandler, this will probably be the last time you will ever see me, I left you something on your bed to remember me by, put it in a book and keep it forever so you don't forget me. I'll never forget you, I love you."

8 and a half months later...

CHANDLER'S P.O.V.

That was it, that was the last thing Regan Holmes had ever said to me. Its now been over 8 months since I last saw her. I think about her everyday, I miss her so much. I know she's the one for me, if I could just see her one last time I know I could prove it to her. She didn't even hug me before she left, I wouldn't have bitten her... 

I am going to find you Regan, you can't runaway from your bestfriend, the love of your life. 

I'm going to pack a bag and just leave and go search for her, I know she didn't go far, she hates travelling. 

REGAN'S P.O.V.

I know he's planning on going to search for me, I also know he's going to get seriously hurt in this process. I wish I could've said yes... But I had no choice. It doesn't want us together... If I would've stayed with Chandler it would've hurt him, hurt him really bad, so bad he mght not have even lived.

I have been watching Chandler for a few days now... He's a lot different when I'm not around, he seems like he's always in a rush. In a rush to get to places he doesn't need to rush to get to.

20 DAYS LATER...

I'm getting worried about Chandler, he's been acting really weird, stranger than normal. He even started smoking cigarettes, which he promised me a year ago he would never smoke because he thinks its gross and he doesn't want to get addicted. He has been taking pain killers a lot lately aswell, more than any normal person should... Then again, he's not really what you could call normal. 

I miss him so much, but this was only for the best, and by best i mean to keep him alive...

CHANDLER'S P.O.V.

That's it, tomorrow is the last day I will ever look for Regan. If i can't find her tomorrow then what is the point of even being here anymore? She was my whole life, my only friend, my bestfriend, but most importantly, she was the only thing keeping me here. Keeping me from not killing babies, or animals, I mean I still kill, but only obese men... 

Should I write a note to Regan, my parents, and whoever will care if I'm gone? I might as well...

*CHANDLER'S NOTE*

Dear Readers, If you're reading this, you obviously cared somewhat about me, at least enough to look on my desk where this note was sitting. You've also probably realized that I'm not home, I'll never be coming home, because I'm gone. 

The purpose of this note is to  give you closer, so that you know why i have ended my life. 

Mom and Greg, you guys might not know this but I do have friends, a friend, her name is Regan Elizabeth Holmes, she means the world to me. She also knows my darkest secret that even you guys don't know, it might sound really weird, but I am a vampire, yes that means that I feast on other humans... All those night when I said I wasn't hungry and that I was going for a walk, yeah, I was going to get my own dinner... You probably won't believe me, but I know what's true and i know this is true. 

About 9 months ago I asked Regan to be my girlfriend, she turned me down and told me the said news that we couldn't be friends and that she was going to leave the town. As you might guess, this devastaed me very much, apparently to the point where I act different, you guys have been asking why I've been acting strange, now you know.

Regan, I love you so much, we've been best friends for 6 years and I didn't want it to end this way, but I guess happy ending don't really exist. I still don't know why you left, I know you didn't go far, but i cannot seem to find you anywhere. If I dont find you by tomorrow then it'll be over and I will be gone and you won't ever have to worry about me again...

Goodbye Family & Friends, I love you all. - Chandler Leeto

REGAN'S P.O.V.

He won't do it, I know he won't. But, at the same time he might, he did love me... Maybe I should go back, and tell him whats going on and why we can't be together. No. Regan, you can't tell him, you can hurt him like that. 

Either way, if he does it or not, I'm still gonna watch him to make sure he doesn't.

2 DAYS LATER

CHANDLER'S P.O.V.

I've looked all over this whole town for Regan... I'm not going to find her and she didn't come to me, Its over, my life is officially over and i don't even want to be here anymore. 

As I'm tying this rope into a hangman's noose in my closet I'm just getting sadder and sadder, then I started getting angry, I'm angry because she left me without even giving me a reason why. Regan couldn't eve tell me why she said no... Maybe our whole friendship was a fake, these past 6 years were all fake. 

Whatever, it doesn't matter anymore. Goodbye World.

Hope you guys enjoy this chapter :) I think its longer than the first one... If you want to give me suggestions or something you can comment or go comment on my instagram or twitter @brenxox_ thats a better way to contact me. Sorry that this whole chapter is in POV it was hard because they weren't together but the next chapter won't be like this :) so don't worry :) Please vote and share with your friends :)