Roommates// a Troye Sivan and Connor Franta fanfiction {ON HOLD}

TEN!

Connors P.O.V.

I still feel like everything is my fault....

If it wasn't for me Troye wouldn't have jumped in front of me.

If it wasn't for me Troye wouldn't have almost died.

If it wasn't for me Troye wouldn't be in the hospital right now.

But on the bright side.

If it wasn't for me, me and Troye would be in class right now.

Most importantly if it wasn't for me Troye wouldn't know I love him.

I don't know why I didn't just kick Parker's butt when I could. Probably cause I was too weak.

What will I do now....

If I choose Troye, I will loose all my friends. But if I choose my friends, I will lose Troye.

I don't want to lose my friends. I don't want to lose Troye either.....

I'm gonna ch-

My thoughts got interrupted nay the nurse telling me that Troye wants me to go in his room.

"Hey, Troye.."

"Oh, hi"

"Why did you call for me?" I say awkwardly.

"Uhhhhhhhhhh......"

"Ok umm I'm going to the dorms I'll see you later ok..."

"Bye"

Troye's P.O.V.

I have been in the hospital for so long jeez...

When can I get out of this h**l-hole.

I WANT AIRRR.

*knock knock*

"COME INNN"

"Hey"

"Oh hello, Amanda."

"How's it going" she asks.

"Well I've been in a hospital bed for the past month how do you think I feel."

"Oh yeah, Sorry" "what have you been doing in here all day?"

"Well I have had a lot of free time so I have been working on a song."

"YOU SING!?!?!?!"

"Shhhh, no I don't, well I do but it's stupid no one would care."

"Oh please, C'mon lemme hear a song."

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"No"

"Yes"

"Hey wait you tricked me"

"Haha now sing"

"Ughhh fine."

I smell heartbreak on my hands
I feel sick to my stomach as I begin to stand
I see your outline in my bed
In the same spot I watched him rest his head

I've done you wrong, I regret it
I write this song, try to forget it
I feel this emptiness in my chest
It feels surreal, but I'm feeling stressed

I need to do something
I fucked up for nothing
Now I gotta just tell someone,
Tell someone what I've done

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Oh, no, like gasoline

I wake up the morning after
You call but I don't answer
And I can't look you in the eye,
No matter how hard I try

You deserve forever,
not a boy looking for better
But as long as you're still here,
Imma try to keep you near

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, just like gasoline.

A/N

Hello, Trixies! How was the chapter???

Did you like it???

I hope you did!

The song used was "gasoline" by Troye Sivan (obviously)
The song is also at the top!

BYEEEEEEEE