Door to Jannah

Chapter 14

"I think the night was quite romantic. Isn't it?" She asked whilst smirking
I raised an eyebrow at her comment

"It's not me who's saying that but the bunch of roses lying on the table there" she said while pointing towards the bouquet

"Hmm" was all I could say

"Hey there's a love letter too" she said while grabbing the note that Ahmad had stuck on the bouquet

After reading the letter she was in an awe

"You know it's strange but it's only me and him in the house" I said to her while thinking about them

"Hello I am talking to you" I tapped my fingers in front of her eyes which snapped her out of her day dream

"Uhh sorry what were you saying?" She asked as if she did not hear a single word I uttered

"What is wrong with you?" I asked in concern

"Um nothing I'll tell you but first tell me what did you say which I missed?" She said slightly blushing

"I was saying that there is not even a single member of his family here" I informed her

"That's strange." She said while thinking

"May be they have family conflicts that is why non of them is here. I have the album of the family" I said while getting up from the bed to get the album

"May be you should ask Ahmad instead of guessing non sense in your mind" she smacked at me
And I showed her the album

"Hey I think I have seen this girl somewhere" she said while pointing out the eldest girl among the two sisters of Ahmad

"May be. Leave it and tell me what is going on in your life . You know na curiosity kills the cat" I said feeling excited about the news

"Yesterday my would be mother in law and sister in law came to visit us and" she said while blushing

"And what" I asked curiously

"And my would be had sent me a letter" she said while turning red

"Aw love letter. Show me show me show me" I blurted excitingly while jumping

"Wait Ayesha, you are not less than a child. I pity Ahmad" she said while pulling the letter out of her purse

"I'll read" I said while snatching the letter from her

"If you love me, don't confess your love to me, this won't please me and will keep me away. Love words don't attract me. If you love me wait from me and I will knock on your door in the right time. Don't give me privileges which I don't deserve. Keep me away from you and I will approach you. If you will try to approach me I will stay away from you. Don't love me for I want you ignorant in love. I want to teach you love when the right time comes and you will be my halal, only when we are joined together under our Creator's satisfaction. Don't tell me what you feel, don't give me from your time, don't push me to lose you. I am a man who won't accept to see the one's he love committing sins or to live a forbidden love behind the back of her family. I don't want you to feel guilty and don't want your heart to suffer. Put limits to me that I won't cross, kill me inside you so I won't grow to kill you. Preserve what is beautiful inside you. I want you innocent, chaste, pure. I want you a wife, a lover, the mother of my children.

P.s. The noor on your face is so bright, I am going to install solar panels to save money on the electricity bill when we get married

~your would be future in sha Allah "
My mouth was struck in an awe and Hana turned as red tomato

"He's just like you Hana" I said while handing her the letter back

"Yeah he was present in my every dua and he's like I dreamt to have a husband. Masha Allah." She said

"Did you reply him by the letter?" I asked and she uttered a yes by nodding her head

"Here I have clicked it's picture. But don't dare to tease me" she said while handing me her mobile while still blushing

"I want to be a wife that you love, your mother sees as her daughter, not a daughter in law. I want to be the one you proudly call yours, I want to be the mother of our children. A mother you wanted your children to have, I want to be the wife that your father is happy calling his daughter. I guess all I want to be is loved by you and your family and in my every prayer I never forget to mention your name.

~the future mother of your children"
Aww I uttered and pinched her red cheek

"Meow" snowy came while we were sitting on the bed and I jumped on the bed

"Go out from here snowy" I blurted

"Aw she's so cute. So you have a pet cat" she said while getting up and petting her

"Yeah, you know I am afraid of cats" I narrated her the last night's incidence and we broke into fits of laughter

"Where's the kitchen? She's hungry" she asked

"Umm I don't know" I said looking confused

"What? Wait let me give feed her then I'll talk to you" she said sternly

"You don't even know where's the kitchen?" She came after five minutes while her hands rested on her waist

"Umm no I didn't get time" I said with a sigh

"You did not give the privilege to Ahmad as a husband?" She raised an eyebrow

"Erm no it's just I need some time" I lied

"See Ayesha sometimes you love a person a lot but Allah did not write for him or her to be in your destiny. Love someone for the sake of Allah and Allah will increase that love for you but leave someone for the sake of Allah and Allah will replace it with someone better. Never does Allah in his wisdom close a door upon a servant except that he opens from his mercy two other doors. Who knows may be Allah is testing you so try to forget Hazal and move on with Ahmad" she said and I nodded
Ya Allah if she comes to know my plan she'll chop me onto pieces.

Later we chit chatted until Hana departed to her way home.