Nonexistent strings

More than words

wow teachers nowadays, showing favoritism.

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The school ended and I am with Allan walking to my house. "so I haven't seen you in an eternity how are you?" he asked exaggerating a little with the eternity. Actually, it's been exactly 2 days 8 hours 23 minutes and 15 seconds. But he doesn't need to know that.

"are you going to the party?" I looked at him debating to myself if I should say yes or no. Because if I go Gabriella is going to tell everyone that I have a 'boyfriend', but knowing her she already put in on her social media.

"uh y-yes?" I said but I wasn't that sure. "you don't sound that sure about your answer" he said putting his arm over my shoulders.

I nodded resting my head over his shoulders. "so I saw you with Daniela in the morning" I began. When those words left my mouth a smile immediately appeared on his face.

"yeah" he simply said blushing a little. "and how are things with her" I know they aren't dating, yet, but he is my best friend. Even though it hurts to know he will be with other girl I have to let him know that he always can count with me.

"well technically, today I finally made a conversation with her since I asked her out. It's a really nice person, super creative, and.....how could I describe her.....amazing" he said dreamily. wow he really likes her.

I couldn't help but frown at his words. Don't get me wrong I am happy that he possibly will get a girlfriend. But with the passion and lust he said it, feels like a billion bricks fall directly to my heart.

When I felt his eyes were on me I put on a fake smile. "hey, what's wrong?" he made me stop by holding my wrist and turned me around. "um nothing I just remember something" I said. 

"I know you better than I know myself and I know that wasn't true" he said giving me a sternly look. I am not going to say 'I am sad because you are going to have a girlfriend meanwhile I have a major crush on you since we were kids'. nuh uh.

"it's because my parents are going to be back in two days" I mumbled, it was true but at the same time.....no. I didn't have to say any other words for him to hug me as tight as ever. He knows that my parents aren't doing fine. One time, they were really mad at each other, and they took their anger on me. If you didn't understand, they.......beat me.

For the past few days that I had to go to school or when I wanted to go out, I always had to put clothes that covered most parts of my body. Luckily nobody noticed the wounds and bruises. There were even parts with blood. But one person did notice them, Allan. He was so mad that he got in trouble two times, and was part of a fight with one of his football mates.

The reason why he fought back is because the other guy said that he was wasting his time caring for a useless girl that isn't going to matter in the planet, world and even universe.

He pulled away from the hug and made me look at him"Laura, cupcake, believe me when I said this. It's. Going. To. Get. Better. Your parents may fight a lot but look how far you went without their support. You are on your last year of school with good grades, have great friends that help you out, you got me the one that can makes you laugh when you need it" he said chuckling at the last part.

I stood there, taking every single word he said and realizing that he is right.

The only thing I did was smile and stand on my tiptoes to hug him because he is taller than me. Well, everyone is taller than me.

"thank you" I whispered on the crook of his neck. "anything for you, love bug" he said pulling me closer than before.

When we pulled away smiling at each other we kept walking to my house. Once we reached my front porch we said goodbye to each other's, me with a kiss on his cheek and he with a kiss on my forehead lingering a little.

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I put three outfits on my bed not deciding which one to put on. The first one is a top with a pair of jeans and vans, simple but I like it. The second one is a mint dress covered with a black lace all over the dress with glitter golden shoes and a black handbag with a golden rose. This one is more complex and knowing Daniela, she likes formal parties. And the last one is ripped waisted shorts with a see-through blouse and converse.

Instead of choosing by myself I took a photo of the three outfits and send them to my girl friends.

It's not that I want to look good, well yes, but the real reason is that I don't want people commenting about my outfit or how I look.

Ava: I like more the dress.

Eleanor: oh my gosh!! that dress is a-ma-zing!!! if I was you I would choose the dress.

Harper: the second one is perfect

I decided to take their advice and go with the dress. It had been on my closet since forever. So today it's my first time using it.

When I slipped on the dress and put on the shoes and a necklace, a little make up its not going to hurt, right?

I put some mascara, lipstick and to cover up, lip gloss, light green eyeshadow and eye liner.

I guess I am done. Allan is going to pick me up to go to the party at 8:30.

ding dong

I walked downstairs slowly because I am afraid I will fall with these high heels I am wearing. When I finally opened the door, it reveled a handsome guy resting his arm on the door frame.

But there is something that is bothering me.......

this guy isn't Allan.........

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hola!

phew!!!! a long chapter, yay!!! I need that chocolate now! I am not that good at describing make up and clothes so I am sorry if I said something wrong.

The part of the teacher in biology, actually happened. I was so mad. When she said that I was like wtf. I wanted to punch her right on her face.

The game has begun!!! Laura, why did you say that?! he isn't your boyfriend!! oh oh this isn't good

Who is that guy? is Alex? Is Ben? Is....?

No he couldn't but everything is possible!!

Now I promise that the party is going to be next chapter and if it's not I am going to get mad at myself!!!

If there are any mistakes I am SORRY!!

BUH BYE