If any of you remember, I went on hiatus a few months ago. When I came back, I thought I wouldn't take another one ever again. Well... I am.
I'm really sorry guys. I just can't keep up with Wattpad. It hurts me, but I just can't. My life is really crappy right now. This anxiety... I don't know how to explain it. Imagine being stabbed, but emotionally. It's ripping me apart, bit by bit. My personality? That sunny, happy, strong person who loved being a goofball? Gone. Shattered. My hobbies? Gaming and writing? Poof. Relationships with friends? I can barely open up to a lot of them. Only a few. My relationship with my parents? I have a hard time talking to them at times, and I can never show my true feelings around them. It just... I can barely cope.
Now, before any of you say it, I'm not suicidal or harming myself. I'm not even really depressed. Not happy? Yes. Sad? Yeah, kind of. Angry that all of this junk is slowly but surely wrecking me? YES DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY! Depressed? No. So please don't be too worried about me.
I really mean it when I say I'm sorry. I hate leaving Wattpad, but I just can't keep up. Feel free to PM me. I'll still answer. But no updates, no new stories, and probably not many comments. I feel like a piece of junk and a little kid who can't control her own emotions. So see you guys later.
(As for the music, it's by Mandopony on Youtube. And yes, it's a FNAF song. It's pretty, okay? It's a tearjerker, though.)
