Cut To Live - A Poem Anthology

Live, Cry, Bleed, Scream.

I am unappreciative of life

But to live is an extroadinary thing,

The experience is wasted on me,

Someone who only sins,

My life I want to destroy,

My flesh I rip apart,

My body disfigured,

A blackened heart,

The fear of evil,

That pumps in my blood,

But it's trapped inside,

To fight it's no good,

It spreads and poisons,

Turning my blood cool,

Nothing can stop it,

There's nothing to do,

You can close your eyes,

But you can hear it whispering to you in the dark,

You can scream and scream,

But it has no reason to depart,

Locked in a hopelessness,

A whirlpool of despair,

No one to hear,

No one to care,

All I want to do is bleed,

The feeling's so hard to resist,

The hatred yearns to scrape my skin,

The only thing I can do is get pissed,

I cry as I stand,

Shaking in the kitchen,

I reach for the bottle wishing,

I had the courage to play chicken.

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A/N: sorry guys, tonight's not a good night for me, I thought it was gone but not so lucky. vote, comment etc. Oh yeah, thanks for the read ;)