Bestfriends . [EDITING]

12.

I woke up with an slight crook in my neck from this stupid ass couch

"Fuck bruh"I said groaning

"Neck hurt don't it?" I heard August say in a knowingly tone

"Nobody asked for your two cents" I mumbled folding the blanket and heading towards the shower

I turned the water on and didn't waste time to hop in

While I was in the middle of showering August bust through the door and sat on the toilet seat

"Can I fucking help you? Damn, you know knocking is an option" I said

I heard nothing but slience , but I didn't want to peek and see August. I knew there was something he wasn't telling me.

"C'mon don't be a bitch about it, you know I was just playing" I said

"She's pregnant Es" he said awkwardly, running the back of his neck

"Who?" I asked hoping and praying it wasn't who I thought it was

"Crystal" he said

"And she wants to move in..." he trailed off.

I slowly caught on, he was saying he wanted me to move out. Wowwwww

I slowly turned the shower off stepping out and walked past him

"Whea you going"I heard him say but I was to busy putting my clothes on

After putting my clothes on I found my duffle bag and put me some clothes in there and headed downstairs to get Marisol and Dayci

"C'mon let's go, you guys know we're not going to stay where we're not wanted Marisol you know momma taught us better than that"I said helping them pack their clothes

We were now finished and headed at the door faced with August

"You guys go wait in the car" I said

They went to the car with their items, sitting in the car waiting

"The fact that you have the nerve to put me out of a house that is half mine." I gave him the "the-fuck face", getting pissed off

" Look Essence, it's not like that it's just complicated." He tried to explain, which caused me to painfully

"What's complicated? How you put me out for a bitch that's worth less than a penny? You put out for a bitch I hate with everything in me? Oh yea that's real complicated." I say sarcastically

"Have fun playing daddy, I have to go" I said trying to walk around him

"Why you acting like that man?" He asked

"Like what Aug?" I asked calmly scaring myself

"Like you don't give a damn about me man" he said

I chuckled as my blood started to boil while listening to this bullshit

"Like I don't give about you? Ain't that about a bitch, you got yo damn nerve bruh" I said chuckling

"Chill out with that 'bruh' word"

"Try having someone you spent most of your life with, someone who you would take a bullet for, someone you love with everything in you go and impregnate your enemy, that's some foul shit right?" I said not wanting to cry

"You think I'm the love of your life?" He asked surprised

"Like I said supposed to be goodbye August see you when I see you dude" I said grabbing my things and walking out

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I was now in my hotel rooms alone in my thoughts while Dayci and Marisol went out

"How could I be so fucking stupid" I said now viciously wiping the tears from my eyes

I heard my phone ringing on the lamp, it kept ringing so I decided to answer

"What" I sniffed

"Whats wrong princess" I then knew it was Dre

"Nothing but how was date with Kadeedra?" I said clearing my throat

See the night I went home with Dre we talked about him meeting this girl Kadeedra and instantly liked her and asked me for help

"She's perfect" he said, and I could tell he was smiling through the phone

"That's great but hey I gotta call you back" I said

"Okay princess love you be safe"

"Love you too and I will" I said hanging up

I decided whether or not if I wanted to make that mistake again

I grabbed one of the cigarettes I had in my purse and went in the bathroom

I sat on the toilet ,throwing my arm across the sink

"Your two years clean Essence do you wanna go through that again?" I asked to myself

I started to light the cigarette as I began to place the cigarette into my arm and watched the blood trickle down why arm before I burn my arm again.

I felt dizzy but nonetheless I felt better , I looked in the cabinet and found some wrapping and started to wrap my arm

I went to lay back on the bed thinking about what I've done

"You just self-harmed yourself again Essence" I said outloud

"Fuck my life." I say aloud as I grab another cigarette.

DaJanae

I sat on the couch with my ice cream watching lifetime.

If you can't tell, I've been in a real shitty mood.

Dee came in and I heard her sigh, and pull on my arm to get me up.

"Get dressed we're going out I can't deal with this shit anymore" she said turning off the tv.

I got and decided to wear a silk black dress with my red bottoms

"Yasss bitch slay hoe" she said making me laugh

"Oh and Es said she can't join she's sick" she said sadly

I just hope she's not doing what I think she's doing, nonetheless I hope my girl is okay.

"Well let's go turnup for a check" I yelled

Bruhh I can't even get buck on Wattpad because autocorrect a bitch

For example in the last chapter I typed hoe but they fucking said 'how'

Like nooooooo bitch I said what I said

But anyways shitty chapter but it's preparing for the drama

Es?

Dee?

Shanja? ( y'all I den forgot about po' Shan lawdd)

August?

De'Aysha in MM

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