**Note: a speech is not a rant
But I like ranting, with written words of course
Well don't, you have to have a message
read in between the lines and make up a message that doesn't exist for yourself.
You'll fail
Don't I always?
Don't give me that, this is school not a damn pity party
....
Destroy your dreams and and hardware your brain to a lifetime of routines
Now who's being poetic?
You always seem to infect me, but back on track
I want to go to the writing college
You can't
Why not
Because life, that's why
But please
No you don't have any freedom
Please
Shut your mouth and become another face in the damn crowd, focus
I don't want to
You'll get no where in life
I AM NO WHERE
Don't you want to go somewhere?
Not like this damn it
Too bad
Not like this
Stop your self pity
It's not self pity
Selfishness
It's not
Self disgust
Maybe
Focus
No you're killing me
Focus
You're killing me
Focus
Can't you hear me
Not important
It's the ONLY THING THATS IMPORTANT
To you
To me
You don't matter
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Now focus
How cruel
Hope is cruel
......What do I do now?
Focus
Focus
Focus
