"I'm so sorry beautiful" he whispered softly before lifting my chin and kissing my lips 

"Sam don't" I said softly grabbing his hand, without another word he blinked slowly before pulling his hand away "you said you'd never leave me" another tear rolled down my cheek 

"I love you Jade Amelia Thirlwall" he finally whispered before pulling back and turning towards the door 

"I'm sorry Sam" me mam said placing her hand on his shoulder as he walked past, as he got to the door he turned back 

"You know Mr. Thirlwall I'm really sorry that I hurt Jade but it will never hurt her as much as what you've done here today and quite honestly you'll be the one losing. You almost lost Jade but I think you've just gone and lost her in a whole new way" he turned back and opened the door and walked out and just like he was gone. I loved him and I needed him now more than ever I can't believe he was gone! 

"I hope your happy James!" Me mam said crossing her arms my dad stood breathing heavy before turning to me 

"I was doing what's best for you" he rested his hand on my shoulder but I pulled away 

"You don't even know what's best for me!" I crossed my arms 

"You're my daughter and I'm always going to protect you and that boy is no good you got me!" 

"No dad your not protecting me and you know nothing about Sam, that's his name by the way" I snapped 

"Who cares what his name is because you are not seeing him anymore!" He demanded 

"I care because I love him and I don't care what you say ill see him if I want I'm not ten years old any more" 

"I think we should umm" Leigh said standing up pointing to the door 

"No stay my dad was just leaving" I replied before glaring back at my dad he rolled his eyes before leaning down to kiss my head I just pulled away 

"Ill make sure you never see him again" he whispered before standing back up straight again "Let's go Norma" he turned walking past me mam to the door 

"No James go by yourself" me mam walked closer to me 

"I said we are going!" He demand her to leave with him 

"And I said no, you've already stuffed up once today don't do it again" me mam fought back I watched my dad as he rolled his eyes before storming out this day couldn't get much worse could it?

~*~ 

"Beautiful I want to protect you and if that means I can't see you then I guess-" Sam's voice echoed through the phone 

"You guess what? you don't want to he with me?" I felt the tears forming in my eyes 

"Of course I want to be with you I want you and me everyday forever" I could hear him getting upset 

"Then be with me come back to the hospital it's just my dad I can deal with him" I explained as the girls sat with me on my bed trying to comfort me 

"If I come near you he will kill me and he will make sure I never ever see you again" 

"Baby I need you, you promised you'd stay with me through it and nothing would take you away" my tears finally broke and began streaming down my cheeks, Leigh quickly caught them while Jesy stroked my back and Perrie rested her head on my shoulder. 

"I know I did and I love you you know that but Jade I just can't see you. Let me protect you" 

"If you leave me alone then you aren't protecting me" 

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