Call me stupid
Call me slow
Call me ugly
Call me trash
In fact do what ever you want
Hate me
Yell at me
Bitch at me
Hurt me
Make fun of me because of my love for art, music, anime, or Zelda
Whatever
Just know and keep these things in mind so that when I sleep too much or drown myself in music you won't wonder why I'd rather be alone than with you.
I'm not antisocial.
I just choose to not have any friends irl.
Why?
Because 99% of the "friends" I've had left me when I most needed them and back stabbed me so many times in the freaking back.
Sure yell at me
Call me a loner
Call me a loser
Just know that I don't really give a fuck.
I'm going to drown your voice out with my music.
I'm happier asleep or daydreaming than listening to you rant about how you want me to be perfect and that you are only doing this because you care.
You say you care
Ok
Good for you
A murderer can say I love you to his/her victim before they kill them
It's the same thing
You can say it
What ever
It won't mean anything.
So why waste your breath?
You whine all the damn time about me not being with you and spending time with you. But the moment I choose on my free will to go and sit down and enjoy family time with you you will start making faces and bitch at me.
But you know what?
I don't care
I have my music and my stories to cheer me up
I have problems with telling people how I feel and all. I admit that. Just quit judging me so hard an maybe just maybe I'll spend more time with you instead of laying on my head listening to music.
It's all up to you.
But like I said
I don't care
Keep doing what you're doing
I am moving out soon after all
So whatever.
Also there is something moving in a bag in my closet and I'm like really creeped out and I'm praying it's not a cuurrruuch ;~;
Update: I have decided to get off my freaked out little ass and go check it out.
It was not a curuuch
So I am happy :3
Also my orthodontist will kill me if she finds out I'm not using my retainers like she told me to. >~<
Omg also during work I had to be this families waitress and their daughter was dressed as Elsa. Omg. It was ADORABLEZ! I tried to get her to sing let it go but she was too shy ;~;
Oh and did I mention I own a leopard onesie??? Like it has the head the paws and it's so freaking cute omg!
Few ok
I felt like I needed to get that off my chest
Sorry if I annoyed anyone but I wrote this chapter mainly to get things off my chest.
Also it was kinda awkward for me to be receiving happy Halloween messages and all when I'm just like
I don't celebrate Halloween xc
So yeah..
Anyways you guys goodnight and happy all saints day!
Also
MY SAINTS!
You guys owe me candy now since I said it first
HA!
Ghimmeh kendy!
:D
