You Kill Me ( In A Good Way) *Kellic *

I am powerless... Or am I?

To say I was feeling emotionless would be understatement. It was the morning of the court date, I had no idea what to expect, and to be quite honest, only the worse.
Katelynne seemed so determent last night about taking cope away from me. I don't think I can go without seeing my baby girl. Everything can come and go, my fame, my money, my house.. take it all, but no my baby girl, and this was my main priority today, to convince the court for a Joined Custody. That's all I wanted.

I took one last look in the mirror, to make sure i was presentable, although my eyes where red from all the crying, I tried to man up. I took a look at my phone and saw 4 messages

From mom: Goodluck kell, call me right after you finish.

From Gabe: Kell is it true man?

From mike: Hey how's everything from last night? need me over there bro?

I took a look at the last one ....

From vic: I heard what happened last night .. i'm sorry this is all my fault

I wanted to call him, but I wasn't in the mood for this right now, my mind was just focused on cope, not to sound selfish, but she's my biggest priority right now above anything.
I took my keys and left.

The drive to the court was the most intimidating and dreadful 45 minutes of my life. I just wanted this over and done with so we can both move on. I saw my lawyer already waiting for me outside, and from first glimpse, Kate's attorney was already there including some of her family. This hit me straight in the heart. I was facing this alone, my mom couldn't be here because she couldn't to take care of cope so we don't bring her into this today, I had no one. I greeted my lawyer and walked inside.

We waited at least half an hour before the Judge came in. We rose, as he took a look over the documentations presented to him. Mrs.Quinn,

what's your reason for wanting full custody over your 3 children- the Judge spoke

He first called out for Kate to speak. I felt like i was going to throw up any second. She could just twist anything at this point.

Your Honor, I believe since my ex-husband isn't home for almost 300 days out of a year, I should be the one taking all the necessary decisions of what's best for my kids.

But that doesnt make Mr.Quinn here totally incapable of having Joined custody.

I took a large breathe of relief at least the judge had compassion.

Yes true, But in case of emergency I'm there to pick up all their shi-

MIND YOUR LANGUAGE we are in a court room.

I'm sorry your Honor, but I can't trust kellin's unfaithfulness, I can't have my children put in all his mess and chaos, confuse them and have them question his every move

WHAT THE FUCK?? Is she for real?.. I looked at my lawyer in disbelieve..

Excuse me Kate, you knew what you where getting into, you knew i'm in band from when w-..

-You'll have your turn to talk Mr. Quin - The Judge formally said.

sorry your Honor.

20 minutes passed by of katelynne trying to bury me in dirt, and I could see the Judge wasn't having any of it. Out of everything, this is the last thing I expected from Kate. This is a side of character I've never seen before.

Mr.Quinn, the court finds no valid reason that will make you an unfit parent, is there anything you would like to say? - Finally

Your Honor, I know I did wrong.. I was unfaithful, yes.. But i never meant to hurt anyone.. I never lied about loving kate, and I am grateful for her giving me the best years of my life, but I couldn't keep lying to myself. Above all.. I never did anything to hurt my children, I love them all equally even Liam and Rowan, who aren't mine! I still consider to be. I never mistreated them, or kept them back from any privileged. Although I have a pretty hectic career which involves me being away from my family a lot, I never once missed out on something important, even which meant flying home for just a night to see my son play football. I love them more than anything. Take away my house, all my money, my clothes , my fame.. This is the only thing I ask for. For the few days i'm home to see them.- I was crying at this point.. It was all true, I loved all 3 kids with every fiber of my body

The judge nodded at me- "The court will now discuss this, We'll resemble back and lay out our final decision in exactly 2 hours. Court dismissed"

I walked outside and saw mike standing there, I sighed in relief. I needed someone right now more than anything.

Hey man what's up?

Hey Bro how are doing. Gabe said what happened so I came - He greeted me with his usual pep in his voice. sometimes I was jealous of him, he always seemed so laid back and care free.

I don't honestly know what the Judge has in mind now-

Mike can you us a second please. - Kate rudely interrupted us

NO KATE. he can stay... I have nothing to hide

She gave me a venomous look.. " You aren't getting away this! I will not allow my children to see you and that faggot together-"

EXCUSE YOU PSYCHO! that's my brother you're talking about watch your mou-

I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU NOW, was I? -

WHAT GOTTEN OVER YOU KATE? YOU AREN'T LIKE THIS. THIS ISN'T YOU!

Guess we both didn't know each other well do we? - she softly spoke as she walked away

What twisted her nipples yo? - mike spoke all baffled

I don't know, I'm just as confused as you are - This side of katelynne scared me to say the least.

Listen kellin - mike spoke

Vic's here, he wanted to come to see how you are... - my heart swelled, I stared at him tears forming in my eyes

YOOO earth to kell??... what happened mann?? - mike spoke again snapping me from my thoughts.

Can you take me to him pls?

of course dude!! - he spoke like an enthusiastic 5 year old kid at a toy store.

We walked up to their car, which wasn't too far.. He was standing there leaned against the car, lost in what looked like an important phone call. He's always so mesmerizing

VICCCCTURDDDDDDD - mike yelled

OHHH SHITTTT- a very scared vic jumped, which made me chuckle a bit " YOU GIANT SHITTTTT. Don't do that"

i'll leave you both alone , i'll call you back when it's time to go back in kel - he smiled and walked away waving

Vic smiled at me and excused himself from whoever he was talking to on his phone.

Kell, listen.. I'm sorry I never meant for anything of this sort to happ-

Vic .. It's ok. It was bound to happen sometime, I wasn't going to live a lie forever. I couldn't - I caressed his face, wiping down the sudden tear that fell from his eye .. " it's going to be ok, we're going to be ok, ok?" ..

with that mike walked up again calling that it was time to head back for the court room

I'll talk to you later ok? - he nodded, but as i went to walk away I felt my hand being pulled, I was spun around only to be greeted my vic's lips on mine. I stood their in shock. What just happened. He never would've kissed me like this in public. He eventually pulled away smiling

What's the matter, catch you by surprise? - He smirked.

I nodded, I knew Vic had a little sassy side but this, this is the vic I loved.

Go kells, I know you'll do great, hell you're an amazing dad, you're afraid of walking because you dont want to kill ants, let alone finding something against you.

oh my god! I don't think I could've smiled any wider than I already was. With that I pulled him into a giant kiss. I let my lips melt on his, moving together in perfect sync, my hands resting on his waist, and his wrapped around my neck.

YOOOOO LOVERBIRDIES WE NEED TO ROLL!!!! - I pulled away from vic, pecking him one last time, he was bright red which was honestly so darn cute. I said goodbye and walked back to the court room not knowing what to expect next.
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HELLOOOOO BITCHES I'M BACK!!!! .. holy fuck it's been almost a year! i'm sorry to whoever is following my story, but i just got my laptop back now :c forever crying! from now on i'll be updating every weekend .. thank you to whoever is reading this! I'm sorry if it's shit! but i love y'all