Though I'm Missing You... (COMPLETED)

II.

3 months later....

A N A Y A

I sat in the guest room of my sister and her husband's house smoking my blunt.

My sister Ria didn't like the fact that I started back smoking because of Dre but I told her I would quit but it just helps me ease my mind.

Dre has been blowing my phone up saying how much he misses me and how sorry he is.

FUCK HIM!

He wasn't so sorry when he was fucking Mia. I keep asking myself, "What did I do wrong?" "Was it my fault?"

I gave my all to this man and he turns around and stabs me in my heart by sleeping with my bestfriend.

I told myself I would move on but I can't.

I gave this man 8 years of my life.

Even when we broke up and I had found somebody else, I always came back to Dre.

Leaving is this last thing I want to do but I'm so hurt I don't want to go back.

I start to get ready for work. I've been working overtime so I can save up to get my own place.

My sister doesn't mind me staying but I can't stay in her house in Atlanta while she is in Nashville with her husband.

I just need to be on my own and sort things out without her being in my business right now.

It will be a while before I go back and get my things from Dre.

I really don't want to see his ass right now. If I do, I know I'm going to break down again or maybe I might just kill him.

Mia? If I see that bitch, I'm beating her ass.

I've known Mia for 4 years. We actually meet at my job. To think this shady bitch would befriended me just to sleep with my man.

She will get whatever karma got coming for her ass.

I had to realize who the fuck I was and stop crying and carry on with my life. I have to learn to live my life without Dre....

I asked myself, Can you do it? Can you live without Dre?

No matter what I'm going to always have myself before anybody else.

I guess it's just Me, Myself, & I.