(Ding Ding let's get it cracking in this bitch😈)
At home
I walked into the house floating. After my day with Aubrey I felt amazing.
Rocky cut the light on out of no where
Creepy ass. I hissed walking upstairs
So you fucking Drake now? He yelled after me
No. I said snatching off my shoes
Then what is this? He asked showing me pictures he screenshotted
You really a creep. But, That's me, Aubrey and were at the fair big deal. I waved him off
You cheating on me? He asked looking dead in my face
Don't play that shit on me you the one still healing from that big ass rat scratching you up. I said moving away from him in the bed
Answer the question. He said almost yelling
That shit hurt don't it! I yelled now getting upset
He sighed and rubbed his hands over his face.
I told you I'll find someone to treat me like a fucking queen and I found him and now your mad. Well suck it up because I've been feeling how you feel now for years, like nothing. Because you made me feel like I'm replaceable or I'm not enough for you. When all I did was love you. I came back time after time like a dumbass because of love. Well fuck that. I'm not 17 year old Ashlynn anymore. I deserve better dammit. I said lowly covering my face
I felt like crying so bad but I wasn't going to let him see me hurt. After a while of silence I couldn't hold it anymore, I had to let go of all this pain.
All I ever wanted was a husband who loved me. I said through sobbs while still covering my face
Only person that ever loved me is gone. I'm alone...(sob) I thought I had you but you don't do this to someone you love. (Sob) I couldn't stop crying it was almost impossible
I wanna say I hate you and for you to go to hell and that I don't love you but (sob) I can't even make myself believe that. I wish I could tell you to leave me alone forever but I don't e-(sob & cough) believe that. I said now in a full out little kid cry
I couldn't even look his way. Just knowing I couldn't call my own husband mine was to much for me to bare.
I wiped my fave with my shirt and played with my fingers.
I really hope this rap suit work out for you. I have to go. I said grabbing my keys
Oh yeah. I said lowly placing my ring on the dresser
I had a lump in my throat as if I dry swallowed a big pill. As I left that house I left behind my life.
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Purple Swag 4 || A$AP Rocky
Fanfiction2015©| Book 4 in the Purple Swag series. Yo who is that? I asked staring at the familiar looking girl Ashley or some shit like that. She bad right? He said dapping me up I nodded not taking my eyes from her. I knew that it was Ashlynn but she looke...
