being cheated on (moving on)

loathsome

i hate you. with everything in me. you fucked me up so bad the only thing i can think about is you and how you broke my heart. i was filled with so much love, you asshole. the new kid in school was being annoying as fuck today and when i went to snap at him, i called him by your name. his name is nate, so how did i get keith out of nate, I don't fucking know. your fucking disgusting name that i used to love so much, but now it makes me want to vomit. i hope you have to go through what i'm going through. i fucking told you everything. i told you about my mother sooner than i told my closest fucking friends. it took me months to tell them but only a few weeks to tell you because you made me feel at home. you're not my home anymore, if anything i feel more alone than ever when you're around. i'm angry. last year the only thing i felt was anger but I dug myself out of that and then you came along and made me even happier, but now you put me right back in my trench of anger. and i fucking hate you.

my love for tate will never die like my love for you did.