lemon lavender & long nights

sick

i shouldn't get this sick feeling at the end of a good day
but i can't help but worry it'll be the last one i spend with you

it's a sunday afternoon and
all i can think about is how much i adore loving you

i kept blaming all these lethal thoughts on you,
but after talking to you today
i'm starting to realize that the only toxic one here is me

[you made me turn on myself. how twisted is that?]