A dark day that you must spend all alone. No love no, no friendship, only yourself. The dark walls that quietly came closer every single day. Your thoughts that stand still, that is life in my eyes. I got up with the hope that this day would be different. The creacking sounds of my footsteps on the ground was the only thing that could entertain me these days.
How would it be to not live in fear?
How would it feel to be loved by someone?
How would it feel to be happy?
How would it be to not cry yourself to sleep every single night?
I dont know.
I do know that there is still hope and that bitt of hope is keeping me alive.
My name is unknown but i prefer that people just call me T.
I am 16 years old and i live in new york with my mother, unfortunately my father died of a heart disease 2 years ago. My mother is also sick but the doctors do not know what is wrong but as long that she is here with me, i know that she is okay.
I will tell you all my story, some chapters will be about something that did indeed happen and some other chapters will be something that did not happen.
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The sky looks pissed
The wind talks back
My bones are shifting in my skin
And you, my love, are gone
My room feels wrong
The bed won't fit
I cannot seem to operate
And you, my love, are gone
So glide away on soapy heels
And promise not to promise anymore
And if you come around again
Then I will take, then I will take the chain from off the door
I'll never say that I'll never love
But I don't say a lot of things
And you, my love, are gone
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T.
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