Manila,Philippines (NAIA)
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Ohh. ohh. Heto na talaga!!
It's been what? Seven years? Yes, its been long seven years since I left Philippines.
My reason in leaving? Nasawi lang naman ako sa pag-ibig! Yung sawing sawi kasi first love mo e! First heartbreak. Yung tipong akala mo siya na? Yung ginawa mo naman yung lahat at best mo, yung minahal mo naman siya ng buong-buo! Paano ka naman di mafafall e galing magpafall e. Pinaramdam niya sayo na mahal ka rin niya e, pero ano? Akala ko lang pala kasi yung ex-girlfriend niya pa rin ang mahal niya. Ako? Rebound lang ang peg!
The time na narealize mo at inamin mo sa sarili mong head over hills inlove ka na saka bigla siyang nawala. Almost 1 week nang walang hi ni ho! Kahit text lang pero ni isa wala! Then one afternoon while thinking where he might be you saw him making out with his ex-girlfriend! The fuck!
And when I confronted him...
Where have you been ba Sean? Whats happening? What was that? Then he answered you " I really don't know Ianne!'' I'm sorry! I'm confused Ianne... Sorry! Then BOOOOm!!! You felt pain throbing in your chest! Yung di mo mapigilan yung sakit! Pati pagaaral mo napabayaan, di pumapasok kasi ayaw mo silang makitang magkasama kasi feeling mo unti unti nilang pinapatay ang puso mo.
Days past, you felt nothing as in nothing! You stop crying and feel numb! Inayos ko lahat ng napabayaan ko sa school at bumawi sa mga lessons na namissed ko. Graduation came, I still got the highest honor and finally decided to leave and study abroad. Because the more I stay within his circle I will never move on and worst I might come running to him begging, "ako na lang mahalin mo, please!"
BINABASA MO ANG
Still Into You
RomanceHow can I move on when I'm still in love with you? And no matter how hard I try to move on and tell myself that I'm better off without you, a part of me still wont let go.. Always you.. Still into you!
