Conquer From Within

Chapter 12

You know how they say, that promises are hard to keep? Well this isn't the case with commander Parker aka Liam! It has been approximately a month since that incident, when I dislocated my arm. And if you are wondering did Parker actually taught me how to deliver that punch, then the answer is  - Yes, he did! Can you actually believe that with a dislocated arm I still had to attend to those classes! I know that my arm was put in a some sort of special cast, but that doesn't change the fact that it was injured, for God's sake! Okay, let's move on from my arm!

Let me tell you that first days here were the worst! The whole time I felt and looked like a walking zombie, so God bless the make up! It was not only physically impossibly hard but mentally as well! All  I wanted to do was crawl into my bed and cry all day and night, but I knew that that's not the answer! The only thing that helped me to get up from the bed every day, was that I new that now I have a group of friends that will be there for me and I for them! That part were Travis said that if I want to be part of their group  then I must prove myself to them, is completely true! You must want know how did I do that? Well... The answer to that question is, that I still haven't done that! At least I think that I haven't yet! Because it is not like they specifically told me what would I have to do - walk through fire for them, jump out of the window or dodge a bullets while someone will soot at me! 

And talking about dodging... Do you still remember how Parker called me a dodger? Well it seems that I am stuck with than one, at least for now! Because it seems that everyone have heard that one, and now how do you think they call me? Well, you guessed right,they call me the Dodger! Can you believe it? I truly don't think that anyone besides my friends( including Mark)  know my real name! And my dear friends think that it is cool, because now everyone know about my so called talent! 

Talking about Mark,yeah... I wouldn't tell that we are actually close friends, but somehow I still couldn't imagine my life in here without him! After that kiss incident he occasionally came over to sit with me and my friends when we were eating, or when we had some of the classes together he always would try to talk to me. Even though sometimes I'm acting like he frustrates me,but in truth I am so used to it that my days would be boring without him and attention he gives me! Truly, I'm just afraid that if I show how much I actually like, him he won't be the same anymore or won't want to be my friend. Childish I know! Maybe I can't fully trust him, because besides us ,and by besides I mean whenever he isn't with me, he hangs out with one of the bitchiest and snobbish groups in here! 

Other than that it's been quite uneventful. I guess, you could say that every day has been the same - sleep,learning, physical training,sleep learning physical training and so on...

Now we're going to our MMA class. Let me tell you, that when Chris told me that it was painful as hell, she wasn't lying! In this month I have had quite a few opponents and have gotten quite a few blows as well. And those really hurt! What can I tell you? Even The Dodger isn't invincible!  But on the bright, sight Parker truly did taught me how to deliver a blow! And even though I am not even close to professional in doing any of this stuff , still those who have gotten a punch from me said, I quote:'' God! What are you a fucking Ironman?'' So, yeah, they say than not only I am a good dodger but I have grip like form a steel as well!

I am kind of nervous about all of the  today's physical training, because Greg have heard yesterday that our First in Command is going to be back today,and he is going to be watching us training! And I just have really bad feeling about that...

Finally I had time to write something! In the next chapters it is going to get a lot more interesting! So please keep reading! Please do not forget to VOTE, COMMENT and FOLLOW me! It is really important to me, because this way I can actually know that you like my book and want me too keep writing it!

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