Chapter 1: Bad Decisions and Worse Liquor

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Normal liquor fizzed and died on his tongue in the dim, suffocating gloom of the Montauk dive bar.

Percy Jackson stared at the lineup of five empty whiskey bottles pushed to the sticky edge of the wooden table. Just an hour ago, he had downed them in rapid succession, desperate for a heavy burn that would blur the edges of his mind. But the burn never came. Or rather, it came for a fraction of a microsecond before his unwanted divine physiology kicked in. His golden ichor flared, violently metabolizing the alcohol before it could even reach his bloodstream, leaving his mind painfully, devastatingly sharp.

He hated the sharpness. It kept the memories in perfect, high-definition focus. Every crack in the floorboards, every shadow in the corner of the room, every grain of salt in the coastal air just served as a canvas for his grief.

So, he abandoned the mortal whiskey and curled his fingers around the glowing amber flask. It was a vintage Apollo had secretly commissioned from Hecate, brewed with ancient witchcraft and smuggled out of the divine storehouses. It was the only substance in existence capable of dragging even an immortal down into heavy, hazy drunkenness. Tonight, it was his blunt instrument of oblivion.

As a demigod, he had never been much of a drinker. He had hated the idea of losing control. Back then, a heartbeat measured time. Life was a series of precious, fragile moments, a constant scramble to survive until the next sunrise. But now? Now, time was a vast, terrifying ocean stretching out forever, entirely devoid of the one person who had been his anchor.

Annabeth had been dead for exactly a week.

He took a desperate swallow. He waited for the numbing dark. He waited for the oblivion. But every time he closed his eyes, the haze of Hecate's liquor failed him. Instead of granting him peace, the magic sharpened the images of his past until they bled violently into the present.

Suddenly, he wasn't in Montauk anymore. He was falling.

He was back in the cracking, collapsing cavern beneath Rome. He remembered the feeling of gravity warping and the choice he didn't even have to think about. He had lunged, catching her hand, his fingers locking around hers, refusing to let go even as Tartarus pulled them down into the endless dark.

"As long as we're together."

They had survived that. They had walked through literal hell. They had fought giants, outsmarted ancient curses, and faced Titans hand-in-hand. They had dragged each other out of the pit, surviving the impossible because their loyalty to each other was stronger than the fabric of the cosmos itself.

Percy opened his eyes, a choked, broken gasp scraping his throat. We survived hell, his mind screamed into the empty, low-lit bar. We survived the pit, only for everything to be torn apart.

It all traced back to his fatal flaw. Personal Loyalty.

When the dust had settled after the Battle of Manhattan, Zeus had offered him a choice. He was supposed to walk away. He was supposed to take his mortal life and leave the divine drama behind. But as he had stood in the center of the throne room, looking up at the bickering, petty, ancient faces of the Olympians, a dark, terrifying realization had settled over him.

The gods can swear oaths, yes. But it won't be enough. They had spent thousands of years rusting on their thrones, making promises they only kept when it suited them. Percy knew he wouldn't be safe. Ever. His friends wouldn't be. His mom wouldn't be safe. Paul wouldn't be safe. And Annabeth... she would always be a target. The monsters would never stop hunting the people around him. If he remained a mortal demigod, he would eventually fail. He would eventually be too slow, too weak to stop the next blade.

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