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-JERIC-

To: Jeron Teng
Bro. Still up?

From: Jeron Teng
Yeah, because you just disturbed my sleep. Kidding. Waddup?

To: Jeron Teng
I can't sleep. Patambay.

"Wow. Bilis. Anything bothering you at this time of the night, Ahia?" Jeron said the moment I entered his room.

I let go of a sigh.

"Lalim nun ah!" Jeron said in a teasing tone kaya nabato ko sya nung unan na una kong nahawakan the moment I sat on his bed while he seemed to be dealing with school stuff. Sapul sa batok!!!

"Chill. Stop throwing anything na mahahawakan mo if you can't defend yourself." He said and closed the book he was checking out earlier and picked up the pillow I threw at him earlier.

"What's up?" He turned his swivel chair facing me.

"Gab. I guess, after she joined us for dinner, that's when I realized I liked her." I told him and honestly, if Jeron would focus on me, pagtatawanan nya ko and the way I smile every time I think of her.

"Uhm... Okay. I get it." Jeron said and looks like he's about to tease me or something.

"Pero hindi ba masyadong mabilis?"

"OA mo dun, Shoti. I just said I like her. Nandun palang ako sa nag-iisip ng tactics on how to know her better, spend time with her. I haven't admitted anything yet."

"Cut the crap, bro. Spill it. Gusto mo syang pormohan. Yun yun." Napaka-straight forward talaga nito ni Shoti eh.

"Ang dami mo pang sinasabi eh." Pahabol pa nya.

I just smiled.

"E bakit di mo pa pormahan? What's keeping you -----"

"Perfect timing. I'm waiting for the perfect timing." I cut him off.

"Wala na nun. Sa panahon ngayon, kung gusto mo, gawan mo na ng paraan dahil baka maunahan ka pa... Kung kelan akala mo perfect na yung timing. Sige ka."

Instead suportahan ako, tinakot pa ko. Nice one bro!

With Gelo around, baka nga tama si Shoti. I don't know why am I so threatened when it comes to him.

"I remember her. I honestly like the way you smile when she's here." Jon said.

I started consulting everyone about Gab. Gusto ko kasi malaman kung nakikita rin nila yung nakikita ko sa kanya.

Pero tama si Jon. She makes me smile. Her presence doesn't make me feel pressured.

Comparing to Lorr, Gab isn't that picky. Parang one of the boys kasi eh. Hindi ako nahihirapan mag-isip kung san kakain or maghahangout.

Mas masarap mag-imagine na si Gab yung kasama kesa kay Lorr na gusto ng marami.

Comparing with most of my fans naman, Gab doesn't demand anything in return. Don't get me wrong, hindi naman vocally nanunumbat yung ibang fans ko but, I need to make an effort to make them feel how appreciative I am of their time and attention. Kaya may pressure.

Natatakot akong may masabi silang masama sakin at natatakot ako na mawala sila sakin just because akala nila di ko sila naaappreciate.

"I guess she's my happy pill."

"Hmm. Happy pill mo muka mo. Ganyan din ako kay Rubie nun eh. Happy pill pero yung totoo, unti-unti na pala syang nagiging buhay ko." Paul said.

"Tigilan mo na kaka-forevermore mo, Paul Lee." I commented.