Unstable Love.

Chapter 41

Yup,I am still in this car which I wanted to get out of.

"Dean I wanna go back" I said

"Why?" He asked

"I'm tired and I have no idea what's going on...I don't like it" I said fiddling with my shirt

"We're almost there" he said

"But I don't know where..and like I said I'm tired" I said,He pulled over

"Please" he said looking at me

"...I don't even know why I agreed to this. Please can I go back" I said

"If that's what you want" He said followed by a sigh.

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We were finally back at the hotel,no words were spoken..nothing but the sounds of our feet on the floor.

"Hey could you at least tell me where were going?" I said breaking the silence "or are we doing this again tomorrow?"

"Umm actually this is it..I'm done" he said

"What do you mean?" She asked

"I'm done making you upset and trying" he said

I hesitated,We did get into a argument.. And he's not my favorite person at the moment but he's clearly upset and I wanted to know why.

"You sure you don't wanna tell me?" I asked

"Yep.." He trailed off as we reached my hotel room

"You don't look you are" I said pulling my key card

"Didn't you call me a bitch three days ago?" He asked

"Well" I chuckled "I had no choice when you were acting like one"

"So your cool with me now?" He asked

"And what exactly are you talking about?" I asked

"Friend or foe?" He asked

"How about I tell you tomorrow" I said opening my hotel room door

"Or..you can stop being mad at me and we can finally make things right" he said

How does he expect me to do that? He still hasn't told me the answer to any question I asked

"I don't know dean" I said. He gently pinned me against the wall,trapping with his hands on each side of me

"Listen,You may not like me and all but if you still do..I may not tell you everything but you can always trust me,I would never do anything to you" he said

"I-" I didn't know what to say,I don't even know if I still hate him..He still hasn't answered my questions. I then realized he was leaning in for a kiss.

I quickly ducked down and out of the small space he trapped me in.

"I gotta go" I said walking in my hotel room and closing the dorr behind me..I felt bad for leaving him like that but..He was going to fast..I never said I forgave him,But I just might.

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I woke up feeling great..besides what happened last night. I shrugged it off and started packing for the next city.

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After the ride,I was now in my hotel room getting ready for show.

I was surprised at myself because I felt like I wanted to talk to dean. Who knows how he felt when I left him like that last night. Should I apologize? Are we more than friends? Do I want to be more than friends?

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After show,which really bruised me up,I asked someone to tell dean that Stephanie wanted to see him. I just wanted to see how he feels about it.

I arrived to catering and sat in the chair in front of dean.

"That fo- Ahh I see" he said

"I came because I wanted to talk-"

"Is this about last night?" He asked

"Kinda sort of" I said

"So,friend or foe?" He asked

"I don't know,my mind is like a puzzle that just came out of the box,mixed up,I don't even know if I still like you.." I trailed off

"Why's that?" He said

"..You never answered my questions" I said

"What questions?" He asked

"Why your with Renee 24/7..Wait..where is she?" I asked

"How about,if I tell you why..You will be my girlfriend again" he said

"Dean you can force me into this.." I said

"Trust me,after tonight, you will start feeling sorry" And with that,he walked away.

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Hey guys,what do you think dean means by that? Sorry for slacking off. Hope you like this chapter,byee<3